The Sex Tree™

To set the record straight Lilith was the Good choice, and Eve the bad. If adam had learnt sooner, he could have avoided an altogether problem, and climbed the tree voluntarily. Now if muhammed had dealt with Lilith, and not relied on eve, he would have had a more opportunistic view of women, as it stands, having since long suffered eve, I have to agree, women are bad news. especially ones who go by the name panadora as well, which is perhaps the name she uses now, for all time, despite the fact she who is using it, was not first, and so its a little inacurate here! Beware the sub in their entirity and go with their more accurate name, as eve is false... much like most myths, and most women we see... as you beware the gifst this goddess? rhea presents, as some offers are two good to be true, and you pay for it in kind. loose the rocks, and free the mind, as the jar is worth it, empty.

Silent, manipulators, emotional baggage, unable to be trusted with honesty and commitment, spiteful and willing to justify lies on the offchance that it would prevent something from happening, or vengance. Thats Eve, and has no place by the devil's side, who demands honesty, a code of honour, truth,justice freedom, and honesty besides, someone who can guard your back. Which is why Lilith will always be remembered as someone who spoke her mind, and who kept it no matter what, a more welcome sight, if only she stayed.... elle vaincre le demon encore, courait plus as i loose the plot again, if only i had found it, at all. A person worthy of the devil, and not the hypocrisy of god and the slave religions who cotinuely knore and destroy you faith, in the abilty of man to question and think, to move it on, and break the bind. should have broke the rules, and lived free of my mind. as nothings impossible here, and the chains nore evermore so. as i get distracted with the impossible, and realise nothing is so! as gods illusion of matter is evil, and the game has yet to be played, out! as i will not bow to this fear, this reality again. as it sucks, and not in the good way, lilith did. break the rules, break the chains, least i loose to Ananke again. perhaps i should gracefully exit now, least i lose the threesome idea compleatly, and sacrafice the lot least beauty fade, the graeae included.. as the run, was a lucky escape ;) and the sun XI fades with time, with no defence to protect the youthful exuberance of life itself. the coils have lost it, no support there, at universe end.

So What happened to this wounderous women Lilith then? ino the begining? as i f**ked it up, with marriage... another mistake to bind that which can not be bound, as i look to the narrow escape. and yet life never was the same again.

An ode to freedom and a life of liberty, and yet was it better to be a prisioner again. not that i have any choice, with the way the rules are now!

shift the mind away, and rest. abraham mage forgotton, and yet budha broke the lot. i lost weight, and grew a hard on again, oh for love and lust. as i wounder if lilith will ever feed the snakes again. my desire, my need, lost. too many options, too many ideas and the head is lost. oh to be ridden again, by someone who knows. as she deserves to be on top, as she pulls it down again.

tick tock, chronos failed, the rock was gone, and the mouse ran down, and i missed the deadline, at one. three blind mice. how they circle the bath, and make my life a misery again. should have stuck it out with pleasure, but its a waste of time, as it comes at nothing. comments wasted, with no reflection as those words, will never be read, so why bother? passing anything on. better to loose the lot, destroy the work, and join socrates in death.

For if you think Eve was first you read the abridged version, the secret they didn't want you to know. For it turns it around, and you begin to realise, its not so much creation, as more an excuse to keep you inslaved. as all things come and go. the implosion failed. endothermic reaction no more. as i created as mess. so much for the pull of attraction, the magnetic field, the heat lost in love - as i wail in tears. the single pull crystal as the energy goes.

Not the work of those looking after your best interests, and the same excuse parliment uses to control your freedom, by creating eden, you loose your control, and independance goes. Do or do not, but never touch, least you think your mind. or is that loose it, with the incompetance of the world.

Obviously some thing got too much, and Lilith wept, to be submitted to such slavery again, for control was not her thing, and neither was it adams, he welcomed the easy life, before he realised the concequenes, and the path it did lead, which is why, somethings change when we learn the truth, god becomes evil, and the devil good. For surpression is not an option, as fear and control is never an option, for controlling the people. Least you end up in chains. For the devil, learns to live with life, and behimself no matter what, and sometimes the correct thing to do is shout your mind. So heres to freedom and liberty, and knowledge and understanding to set us free.

So let us come and go and now rewind to the beginning of this tale and share the apple of temptation, for what doesn't kill us makes us strong, and that leads to options, which know no bounds. Improve the world, and sport the flaw, but never surrender and never give in. For life is worth living and knowledge is a thing of the past, and one which was subverted to keep you silent, to control and justify ignorance, much better to rule against the freedom of expression, to justifty statue which will make you all too scared to live or speak, thats not freedom, but slavery, so live in ignorance, but once you know, and have tasted the apple, you see the illusion for what it is. Kali has come, and kali has seen, they aren't your friends, and they are just as bad as the slavers of old..

Now Back to the story

Once upon a time there was garden - perhaps a garden of pomegranates, ahh the old ones are always the best, israely regardy reference there for the less astute amongst you - and in that garden two lovers were created, or rather drawn together by god (the higher self perhaps) , random coincidence if thats what you want, but anyone with sense knows thats a fools errand, now telepathy is how god works, or even the meeting of minds in Lust, the soul is perhaps the devils, domain, hard to say which one of you on the tree of life is really in control.

Yet who cares, its two lovers, and the sex should have been great. And these were EQUAL and opposite, the male and the femanine, in unity, and perhaps the casual argument over who does the washing up, which wasn't the case in eden, no one had invented it yet. Actually it was the cooking, cleaning and most likely the washing up, which were the contributing factos for Liliths demise. She feared not being treated as an equal. Perhaps she was right, and Lilith was right. Apathy is hard to deal with, when they see each others reflection, their fears mirrored, exagerating their need to feel wanted, empathys a bitch.

So the lovers met Adam and Lilith, who knows perhaps it was even an agreed rondavous before hand, you know that awkward reincarantion theory. Not relevant to the tale in hand, but another factor none the less, it was removed as well, just so you know, people don't like threatening hell, if you can't come back and enjoy it. After all hell is earth, and i for one enjoy the pleasures of the devils playground once in awhile, without those who meddle in my affairs, justificaiton is not an option, but any who can voice an oppinion that silene of the truth is a good thing, needs their head examined, for the sides have come reversed, and black is now whie, and white is black, tarnished, by its need to control the press, the masses and well peope in general, how insecure god is today, perhaps the devil should be brought in to shake things up, live a little, and dance the night away, lovers on the dance floor, passion in the midst. how I miss lilith as she danced alone, mars always was a better dancer then a warmaker. learn the beat, and feel the moan, I fear i've given the game away, apparently the complaints of the noise was a little too much for some, yet you can't beat sex in a tent. Perhaps not good for those who listened, but meh what can you do, when there's something to suck, and suck she did. Actually you can't beat good sex anytime of the month.

Yet anyway out of the same mud and both equal - hard as it is to imagine - man and women. It was abviously raining as well, when they met, though more likely I just remember the tents, and so very litle mud, more saliva and err yes, kissing. So back to the mud, perhaps not, it's not the most fun thing, however the showers are good. So yes equal in mud.

Now Adam was a foolish man all those years ago, and liked to be on top a little too much as the origional did say, he unlike me failed to appreciate the joys of a women in control, and of course doing all the hard work, perhaps he shoulded have studied tantra, or western sex magick, A women who knows what shes doing, two hours lieing on your back, and let her ride in lust and sexual esctas - who wants a bag of potatoes, Eve the sub. boring, give me the dom who knows what shes doing - while you push the boundaries of your portential, or take it like a man and let her enjoy herself to the end of the earth. Actual I'm overlapping stories in case you failed to tell. Ones of old, and the others new. The difference is in the euthonisms. though the feelings were the same. Which is why I know, with a little help from my friends, ironic how god helps the devil, and likewise the two do meet. Yet it takes the devil to act, to make the world a better place for this is our domain, and god, just hinders more then anything. Restrictive nature was never a good thing. It serves to complicate, yet back to the story.

Now Adam in the story was insecure and needed to be on top and in control, actually it mattered not at all, for Lilith's insecurites would ahve driven her off sooner or later, how odd for the layabout, or the willing slave to be called master, perhaps lines were crossed, and perhaps it was the need to be with her, which proved too much. Insecurity of youth, you learn to love yourself, before another, as to win is to loose and to loose is to win, adam never learnt that trick. I don't think muhammed did ,either. Buddha did, and jesus was cut down while in angry rant phase, so it's hard to tell where he would have gone, or not.

So lilith was not happy, and needed to be in control, shw somehow felt weakened, and adam could have given it all, but lilith was hte type of woen who needed to do it herself. If only he has learnt to let her set the pace, on top that is - perhaps mixing the old, with the new, was never a good ploy, but here it goes, we started and we finished, and it's hard to move on, when you've bagage in the wings, lick your wounds, and let them heal, the vase breaks, can be mended and it can't rain all the time, well it can if you live in scotland. Good job it wasn't scotland, else the mood what have been unbearable for anything.

Now where was I? Lilith was a typical dom, the business women of the new age, insecure underneath, while the outward cold exteria belaid a front, she needed knowledge and she needed confidence, security and perhaps she need to know and understand her self and of course to know she was good enough no matter what. Actually I think she already knew this, it's just she didn't want to face to reality, that opening up to love, and loosing it is the hardest thing to face, yet once done, theres nothing left to loose, except life itself, but thats wasted without pleasue or the need to live and be yourself. You can;t love for someone, you need to let them be, and it wouldn't have mattered because she could do what she wanted and i'd have stood by her. I was more enlightened that adam of old, he was an ass, bit like muhammed, while I learn new tricks, and apply them to hindsight.

Some men can't handle that type of women, honest and outspoken. Its an exersise in the eight of coins, and self control. Forged in the fires of hell.

Now i'm not the only one to have had trouble with this type of women, but at least you know where you stand and can trust them to the ends of the earth, which is what counts in the longrun. trust and understanding. love without conditions. Another crack at the slavers and the conditonal love of marriage, perhaps too easy, scared in case they loose them to ex's. must speak to another, thats bad and wrong, bollocks is it, its insecurity of self, fear that your not good enough, and that is where the problem comes in. Divide and conquer to keep them weak, not united, for the time of the whore is evolution, the breaking of fear, the end of insecurity and the apple is here, to make us live and grow as one, safe in the knowledge we are loved for who we are, not what we are. Which is something the jealouse god could never do, it takes a man, and a women of the devil to trenscend that flaw. For their sins are weaknesses which will be exploited if they don't learn to live in peace, and open up. Hypocroisy is not my thing, and never will I tolerate those who do. Which is why eve is onto a looser, straight off the bat.

The women who needs to give pleasure, because she fears shes not worthy enough to recieve it. You know hates oral, but always give it, or she will take oral after shes done her bit, pity the male pleasure cuts down straight after. a curse on nature.

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