Clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience etc,etc
My research to date suggests the following: telepathy broadcast by a strong emotional stimus from the individuals concerned. (overulled) if i ignore some of the gotyas, which may or may not bring spirit into the equation. which is hard to tell when you rule things out. as it's easy
to get over the hurdle of body language, and the standard five sences, but after
that point. it's debatable as the bloody stuff is filtered in such a way,
that it could be you, or it could be something else. hence it's tricky to decipher.
which is perhaps why we have so many bloody religions, and the reason why we keep
killing people over it.
Though skipping over what it is, and where it come from. we get back to what it
is, and clairvoyance can best be desribed as the psychic who get a static image,
or images in their mind. a visualisation in picture
form of what is being said. for example someone i know is moving house, and the
psychic (myself) gets an image of them uprooting floorboards/and their foundations,
in preperation for the move. as the image progresses over the time frame, it changes
to suit. unfortunalty because its a bloody picture, i don't have any idea what its
talking about, and while she may have had a medium father, i haven't got around
to asking her about anything, and or speaking to her. and worse the images are being
shown to me, while working on something else, as i panic and assume shes ripping
my site apart.
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Biggest mistakes on interpretation todate
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I may have missed out on the biggest cue of my career. I mistook images of parliment, the speaker, and the lords. for where i wanted to be in parliment. instead of seeing it for what it was.
notfication of one of the biggest events in british history. the speaker being removed. my ego got in the way. i assumed the images were in conection to some other ideas. and i didn't view them as is.
i didn't even write it down, or talk about it. which just goes to show. you can't assume anything here.
its a bit like trying to read pictionary, and guess what they are talking about from images, which is where the power of hindsight comes in. and well perhaps i am reading into a set of images of parliment, the speaker, parliment, and the lords, but hell thats life i guess... either way i could ahve done a better job at reporting it, and it is only by luck (not judgement) that i was keeping a set of expenses prior to that date.
i.e. I have been keeping my expenses written down since 27th December 2008. so yeah, just liucky i guess, not that i have any plans for power, or anything else... as i reflect on hindsight, and go yes that scandle is convineant if i were to run... just wished i knew what the images were. first!
I still get images on the globe. one of those ornaments you buy, spins, has a light in the middle. 666 inches to a mile. and well i sometimes see things on their at various locations. i have tried emailing mi5 previously, about one sequence, and i have written some things up in facebook and my journal as well, in my attempts to try and guess whats happening next.
the explosions in the pacific i saw were the day before the earthquake, and theimages of the dinousaur eggs matched one of the globe locations, though that was auras and not clairvoyance. so this perhaps in the wrong place here. as i try and get better at guessing, keeping notes, and telling people what i saw (in the vain attempt to try and prove something here!) waste of time...
and on that note, i actualy spent a day walking up to strangers in durham uni asking them what the auras/images made any sense. surprising what you get back... and the biggest hit, was perhaps the pink facemask, as in my mind. i have not known anyone wear one of those things. so i think that is something i couldn't guess at alll, unless their is some fad going around i'm not aware of now? most if not all people, actually humour you, and try and help. as you try and get a feel for what the information is.
though i chickened out, asking about the bdsm spanking padle, on this really one hot chick, which was perhaps a mistake. as i get a set of auras on people, and they all turned out to be the same group, so perhaps i will find out more, one of these days. the barmaid played tennis though, which fitted that aura. and i did get a set of images (very sexually explicit) which had me wlkaing up to another group, who turned out to be seeing derren brown, so yeah... guess i walked into that one. was so intent on the images, explaining them, i forgot to read their body language, and yeah... i may have made another mistake their as well, which is perhaps another reason why you shouldn't get too serious about this line of work. as i had broken the ice, and yeah... images, and truth...
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which is the problem with pictues, they are bloody useles, unless you know whats
going on. which is why since i started learning to pick this crap up, and in the
beinging it has you running around like a headles chicken thinking the worst, till
you go and speak to them, at which point the image tends to fit better, when put
in context with other stuff.
so the only advice i can give, is if you get images (and or dreams for that matter)
which feature people. then you may be advised to go and speak to
them, instead of jumping the gun. if you will. however that being said, there
will be occasions, where you just know what it is, but that tends to develop over
time/get worse as you over analyse it. which perhaps brings us to the other
awful question, if you pick something up, do you come out and ask it, or do you
drop the subject entirely. as not everyones happy about this type of thing being
mentioned at all. and
if anything some morons, will have you locked up at the first sign of talking about
it.
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Painted Penisis, the best (or one of the more anoying) experiences of my life
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this example, is perhaps the funiest example i've had to date, or the one i've got the most milage out of. as it was so strong and didn't invovle other people.
I was working away at my computer, writing my notes/books up. and in need of new matieral. when i got the image of a cross section of elephant underware. the top of the body
chopped off, no legs, just the middle bit, with the trunk, being the main bit. this was followed immediatly afterwards by the image of a devil head, in a very distinctive style!
anyway this lot stood out, more then other images, as it was less ambigious and didn't appear to have anyting to do with what i was writting with/had on my mind. other images i had previously
read into, assumed were connected to what i was writting about, and yeah got the wrong end of the stick. like the image of a friend of mine, uprootting fllor boards, and then slabs (she was moving)
and well at the time, of seeing the images i thought it was her knocking my site, and i was panicking - back when i used to jump the gun, assume things again.
and well, its not when i went up to her and asked he about the images, i got told, yeah she was moving. as i try and distinguish betwene, are these images conected to me/something else?
Anyway these images stood out. and had come right after one another. next day, i went into the metro center (still have a car/petrol then) and found myself in abook shop, i normally don't go in. not sure why i went in.
i just felt the need, the urge, and well they had this book in. called penises. (i tend to see what tantra stuff shops like that have in, and well i picked the book up) in the middle pages. i saw this painted devil head, same as the image
i saw (identical) on that bit of the body. impressivei thought (good artwork too) and then i looked at the identical page, and froze, as the elephant one was there, as well.
and having never seen the book before, and them never having it in stock again. wheni went back, i have to go yes, thats more then coincidence, with the rest of the stuff i've been doing of late. and i still haven't figures out how it works.
not the painted penises, which do make a good storey, for winding women up, but yeah.. how this reality working in principle. i've ruled body language and a lot of other stuff out elsewhere, and yeah this is kind of taking the piss. as on the one hand its a good storey,
but yeah, shows they are passing stuff on selectivly, as their was no guarentee i was going to go into that shop. obviously "spirt" or something else, might in theory knew of its existence, and yeah.. reminds me of the janice comment. i got. when i went to shefield once. i'd gone in, to change money over. (after being illegaly detained and charged £150+ in illegal bank charges)
and not been there before, and well continued walking. does another couple of streets, turned right. (trying to give cards out) when this person in full rocky horry drag, who was in the pub, raced to this window, and at me. and started calling out janice, and it was a little too much... as i quickly moved on. as i shouldn't have heard that voice.
Anyway, its all fun and games - trying to read images, and the painted penis one is one of my more amusing anicdotes todate. Though it does fit in with thesextree, and my sense of humour i suppose ;) which remind me while we're on the subject of penis's, is the image of the women giving you a blow job. "she really wants to give you a blow job" or is it "shes blowing you off" and there is a very clear diference, which is why
you may want to hold your tongue, when it comes to making a suggestion, as they may lie, they may tell you the truth, and well you know its going to get you in trouble, no matter what you do.... as one of my ex's has tought me, that images of a cork screw, after a sex image, generally mean your being screwed over, in the negative way... which is why is perhaps good to double, check and get verification on your source ;) or just ask, and see what they do? though it does appear to much information too soon can be negative. as even though
a women, wants to screw your brains out, she may want to get to know you first, and despite the fact she wants to do that, she perhaps may not be able to handle the conversation, and well psychics a bitch.... so you may as well just come out with it, and hope for the best. which is why its really anoying reading women, who fancy you. as its like do you say? i.e. my dicks turned into a mushroom, and yeah i'm getting these pleasyre waves, and ok that a really big dick, is that good or bad? and yeah... wheres she going with this? [shivers on msn, appears to translate to - women wants me to strip, and play. after a couple of seperate sources translated into the same thing, one was more forthcoming with what she had on her mind, the less more so, and well those who do not say, are anoying as hell... as well we aim to please. as i reflect on the concequences of one ex getting drunk in blyth.
and what happened to me, in durham when i picked up on it! as i couldn't get any work done at all!!!!! which perhaps shows we are at the mercy of women, and their desire... as my labido seems to me more in tune, with what a women wants, rather then what i want which is anoying as hell, at times. horny, drunk women wanting immediate attention, are perhaps the wort, but it does give you more evidence to write about i suppose, as well as being well fun, if not distracting at times. ]
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sad, but true, and well christians are the worst, as they can't handlethe occult
or any mention of it.
eager to burn the witch, starve them out, as they pass on their religious crap instead,
and well to cut a long storey short, I have very little patience/regard for them
anymore as they ahve screwed me over, one too many times for my taste. their is
no reasoning with them, and scientists are just as bad, they are ok with belief,
but no sooner do you start mentioning specific examples, and or going into what
you've tried they run away, and or break into tears, which is margingly better then
being locked up by christians i suppose.
anyway i no longer get on with my chrisitan parents, who i dispise, and i hold i
dim view of their religion, and their priests who continuly preyon the weak, and
propogate suffering. "kneel to christ and be saved"in their hour of need, i.e. at
funerals, as not one of them is able to relate back life experience, and examples
dictating why they believe something. as they run to scripture and other peopels
ideas, instead of building any of their own, and well we will never see eye to eye
at all.
if you can't prove what it is, prove what it isn't and well what ever is left, howeer
improbly must be the truth, as the saying goes.
Odd how strangers are
better equiped to deal with the psychic side, i.e. those who
knew you before it kicks in, hate you/shun you, or run in fear, while those who
meet you afterwards are ok with it, its like their is some unwritten rule, saying
your not allowed to become psychic late in life, when the sad truth is, it perhaps
kicks in at anytime, especially when you go looking for it/start doing psychic courses
and stuff like that. meaning i am increadinghly under the impression anyone can
learn.
so yeah, beware the box, and your life will never be the same again, as the
more you learn, the stupider they get (and the less you know) as it comes more a
question of what is this reality, do i have control, or am i being shafted again!
and if so why...
listen, don't listen, its all the same thing, once you get input, and or learn the
key, you can't loose it, you can't forget it, as its like trying to remove
your eyes, if you shut it off, and ignore it, you long for it again, as you need
that extra knowlege (even if you don't really) and yeah, what is progress, as you
can't forget what you know, and well the religions are behind, and still the
morons, worship them,and nothing moves on, as you continue to look at the evidence,
your own life, and try and make meaning of it all.
my mood changes on this, sometimes i am eager to share, pass it on, and others
i go why bother. you only get screwed over, they snap at you/use it against you,
and well what help is it really? people don't listen anymore, and why should they?
i stil lhave to apply my own interpretation, my own ideas and well if i know the
issue, surely i can twist it/spin it, frame it, and well be tempted to screw them
over in turn? obviously not...
i try and just say what it is, and hope they figure it out, sometimes its obvious
in the news, when i get an image, and the storey breaks, that something is being
passed on. as i try and remove coincidence and get somewhere fast.
so if anything, its only a tip off, the same as auras,
psycometry, and energy sensations,
as its only information, and too much information can be a bad thing, only not really.
sometimes you have to learn to trust people, and it may alarm you that, not everyone
is honest when it comes to answering questions directly! if they were, it wouldn't
be a big deal, you'd know what was going on, and it would all make sense sooner.
unfortunatly as it stands, we live in a world were some people lie. in order to
defend themselves, and its a pain in the bloody arse. because whem a [person lies,
you think your going insane, as to why you pick up information in a certain way.
and some people would prefer it, if you were!
which is why its important, to get on courses and find people who are interested
in the same thing, as their are way too many people in postions of power, who would
shut you down, if they cought you too early. as i recount the episode where chrisitans
unlawfully detained me, because they couldn't handle this type of thing. now if
this event had happened a year or so earlier, it woudl have screwed me up big time,
as back then. i was still unsure if i could trust the information recieved.
as it stands, when they had come for me, i'd gotton over that hurdle, if only because
i had done the "marry magdoline" thing, of going around to sian's house, and ex
dom i know, who by some miracle of coincidences had got me to study the thing to
begin with. you see. i never liked this stuff. never trusted it, and to me it was
impossible. and then i met her, and she was into tarot
and had experience of precongative dreams, etc. and well you know what blokes
are like with sex, an open mind develops.
and the curios ability to learn. which is where the problems came in, as when i
did. things started happeing, weird things, not least an increase in dreams, but
an increase in auras and things like that. which could if your not careful be miscontrued
in some quarters as insnaity, delusions. only it isn't. because you also prove to
yourself, that the information is accurate, and rule body language out.
like when you pick up images of you tenants going into hospital, before your notified,
when you get images of jeremy beatles death before leaving the house, and stuff
like that. i.e. stuff your isolated from, and then if your like me, you experiment
with stuff like astral projecion, and other crap like that, and more things start
happening, and you get a feel for what and what isn't true.
or rather what the perspective is
rarely is there a lie, its more a case of misunderstanding, based on the context
invovled. which is the problem with anything like this, you need to know the source
in order for you to reverse it, and thus understand it, and thus come to a solution
required by you. now that being said, you have to loose the fear first.
as the problem with fear is, it takes a hold first. as when your mind is shown something,
the instinct is to reat in panic, to shy away from it, to run, and thats where the
problems step in, as you can only take so much information at once. and you have
to learn to let it go, to trust it. Which can perhaps be a mistake, but it at times
feels as thought its deliberatly trying to break you down, to teach you something
new, as you break the box, and expand your horizons to suit.
which leads to a problem with some people. as when you break the fear, and loose
the issues involved, you can face it better, but it also means you forget what bothers
"the other children" of the world, those who don't do it. As your mind, makes
sence of a concept they can not, and its hard to tell by looking at somene, how
they are reacting inside. as some people can be screwming, and panicking, and not
really listening to anything. while others can be, like yeah whats the deal? and
if you put the wrong groups together, your looking at how can one put it, an exciting
time, of it.
as it comes from experience, and what you have tought, and the only way to move
past it. seems to be a willingness by you, to change it. as instead of blaming other
people, you take responsibility for your own issues, your own box, and you refuse
to put people in it. which means learning to lay off, relax, and go with it.
you then, have to learn to interpret that information, and worse ground yourself,
so you don't end up in that mode permenantly. which is what happens at first, your
mind takes you, and if not careful. someone can end up being used, instead of learning
to control it instead. balance in all things.
ok thats a crappy explanation, as i go back to my "marry magdoline" as when
i first started learning this crap. i was afraid of talking about it, because its
not deemed normal outside certain circiles, certainly not christian ones, at least.
and even wicans who should know better, can be prone to not handeling it very well,
but that might be more envy then anything.
as when i was a begininer, and before i was going on courses, meeting others like
me. i ended up crashing around her house. which is where it kicked in, even more.
and i was getting so many auras, it was unreal. and i also got honesty for
once, which meant, i ended up drafting a road map, of this image, meant that.
this aura meant that, and it helped put my mind at ease. which is why it helps
to have people your close to, that you can trust.
i can't trust my own parents, as they tried to shut me down, because they couldn't
come to term with their own belief set, and would rather "stay silent" about things
like that, as they fear the freak factor.
which is why i lost my respect for them, because i think it is normal to learnm,
and if anything. a failure to learn can be considered to be abnormal, as they are
the morons running around, lashing out, and refusing to live in peace, and learn.
as rather then focusing on them, you should focus on yourselves, which is where
i can perhaps be guilty of lecturing on the matter. As you can't force the
horse to drink, and even if you could. it would be wrong, as people have to learn
to come to term with things on their own. you can't force people to become civilised,
you can't force them to change, you can only show them how and why it is better
to learn something, and what the benefit could be.
which is where i break the chrisitan line. i can;t abide making people in your image,
its like. please so crap. if they want to do it, they will. the only thing you can
do, is allow them access to the information, and refuse to hold them back.
which i suppose is where this crap comes in. how did we learn it, to begin with?
sian got animage of me, reaching for something once, when i had an intent
to show her once, on a previous encounter, as my curiousity was arosed. which tought
me, i'm not the only one to think like this.
relaxation, mediation, visiualisation, hell dreams
seemed to be the main cause. learning to slow the mind down. to switch in and out,
of those modes, which is how this come naturally as a side effect to the other.
so if anytging learn dreams first. how to remember them, as you write them down.
while you try other things, like tarot, and the mental exersies tought elsewhere.
its all about visualisation, and results in you learning new skills, which
overlay the orgional information you got before. some argue that you get it when
your ready, but if you go looking for it, you become more ready, and i assume as
in all things, you hae to work at it, as the more you put into it, the more you
get out of it, but there becomes a point, where it can't be forced, and if you try
to hard, you get nothing. while if you leave it. it comes to you anyway. which is
why its a pain in the arse.
as surely, if its telepathy, you would get it all the time? true the
mind works at different frequences, and you can be relaxed and stressed, but even
so. i have found that its inconsistent in its delivery, which sometimes makes you
wounder about inane theories concerning life plans, predestination, reincarnation
and if your destiny is really in your hands, as what does drive
you to do something really? and when all is said and done, what drives people to
respond to you, as the stimuls reacts on the human mind.
As we focus on magick, and the subconcious mind. as something
is breing broadcast, that i can guarentee. unfortunatly i'm not sure if its down
to me, or its passed on by third parties, or if it is me, which me, when you review
things liek the higher subconcious self, and how others react to things. as if by
magick they pick up the right thing, say it, or react in such a way to give you
what you want, which is where spirit, god, and i hive mind come in.
it;s crap, really it is. as even now, i have no idea what it is. As all i can do,
is learn to profile my experiences, as i try and rule out what it isn't, and try
and make things repearable, which they often aren't. because circumstances change,
and once you do something once, you have a habit of. well being influence by it,
in such a way that you may not want to try it again, least it is you, and if its
not you. then thats even worse. so perhaps i don't want to know again.
lets throw the knowlege away, hide the box, and then go. we can't. as once you know
something, once you learn it, you can't remove it, as it shall forever be apart
of you, and nothing you can do, or they can do. will ever change it again. as i
bid you welcome to the human race as no matter how hard you try, you will never
remove the secret. which seems to belong in all our hands anyway. so why hide
it, and keep it hidden? i see no point to that? why lie? and fight somethign which
can only be a natural part of evolution. if your supposed to relax, and enjoy it.
then enjoy it.
course intro
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Auras
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Clairvoyance
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Astral Projection
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Dreams
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Energy
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pscyhometry
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telepathy
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spirit
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crystals
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healing
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hypnosis
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magick
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meditation
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visualisation
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iching
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aradria
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scrying
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sex magic
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treeoflife
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visualisation
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remote projection
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teleknisis
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Predestination v Freewill
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causality
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reincarnation
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book cover
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lock park vision
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tarot course
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birth cards
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Spreads
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Palmistry
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warning
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disclaimer
This course should be assumed a work in progress, as it needs a rewrite. It was more the produce of accident and me writing my notes and my experiences up. under certain headers.
Everyone whinged because they didn't believe in the psychic side and i got anoyed, because i had to live with it on a daily basis. Anyway time moves on, I ditched my looser friends, and yes I keep coming back to it, but its like it doesn't pay and other people are doing better courses. (as a full time job)
and well my notes haven't been proof read half the time and yes it a matter of priotiy. I would like to see it finished one of these days, but until then - you will have to make the most of it! Any issues/help just direct them my way and I will sort it out. perhaps add some pictures here and there.