The Sex Tree™

I am to do this, by exploring psychic techniques, and rulling out what things can't be. i.e body language is out for some cases. which proves something else is going on. I call this Sherlock Holmes Proof by exception. to write a book on my experiences detailing the why/how. Then using it to break down the fear, conditioning and/or other barriers standing before world peace. actually what started as a game, researching the occult and tarot, the esoteric meanings, kind of caught me by surprised, and shocked me almost when I realised we've known this stuff all along, yet still the world is flat.

Why?

For belief is divisive whilst questioning unites, but essentially everyone has spent so long sticking their heads in the sand arguing intent, and what to call things, trying to cover it up, that well it's got silly. As long as we can describe it as a theory, or religion we can dismiss it, ignore it and hope it goes away.

Its like gravity, so if we can agree on some common foundations then perhaps science can get it's finger out, and further those aspects and everyone else can go back to studying their respective bits, without feeling threatened or ostracised by their appropriate bits. So bit like working vitriol in art. Its about breaking new ground, and well seeing what be done for peace, and ergo that is the reason I'm defending the devil, and promoting him as the good guy and the world.

existence is paradox, there are no rules, only solutions

still not working, buzz words, logos, almost like speaking a foreign language. sign language perhaps? so i struggle *swoon* and to do what kali did, absorb as much of the disbelief as i possibly can, before falling over at the end of it, broke and penniless. (hoping people start waking up before that point!) it's not like i'm without skills. my cv is globally in demand. Well at least it was, oops mentioned a dirty word, psychic, or was that the devil? seems my sense of humour is wasted on some people.

Alas Sir Yorick Almost feels bit like hamlet, taking the counter balance, to Kama see lust XI for further reference, so many heads, infinity awaits and no Lilith to reign me in. *Sigh* that pesky freewill thing reigns havoc on the day. Perhaps neo and the rabbit. or is that a vibrator, the site does have sex in the title, another dirty word. Sounded good to me, even got the trade mark, but come on is everyone that ashamed of their bodies?

Wank for freedom, i dare any politician to open up, full disclosure, and end the censorship blockade. that goes doubly for the press as well. their selective memories, and one sided editing is only topped by the bbc's inability to report on anything. beyond the "official" party line. ok that might be too much, but it feels like 1984 from this end. especially the amount of calls, emails ignored does no one read anymore?

I'm but one man, and in hamlet (like all tragedies, only one man survived) so much for match making, playing cupid in romance. the original intention of the site, to break down fear, stay in touch, and then the one eyed monster, jealousy (not the beast) ruled it's ugly head. excessive i thought, it can't be that bad. walking on egg shells. but it is.

what lurks beneath the surface, is forever turmoil, so much so certain companies, are throwing way too much sensory information out.

So perhaps I should fall over at the end of it, the star XVII exhausted, nothing left to give. deaf ears, no one wants to listen, so we let them fight it out, and watch from the sidelines. how fun to watch the bloodshed, destruction, over creativity, solutions are the devils domain, gods and the peoples seem to be better suited to living in boxes and egotistical control. so much for individuality, conform or else? is that it *sigh* what's the point, you like your fear, you like your sheep, and you dare not share you knowledge, tempt people to grow. least they turn on you, the done thing with sheep. wolves hunted together. the pack...

yet more a lone wolf, old beyond his time, given up, and stripped of rank ( not that i've really had any, I've refused to attack, or is that remember names...), for speaking out of turn.

Seems we are so fixated on hierarchy, that I may as well stand for president while i'm at it, for i'm all for "fulfilling" prophecies if the world has no sense of humour, and can't turn something around with pluralistic potential, then there's no hope left.

what's an image of banging a shoe on a table got to do with it? heel?

hindsight's a wonderful solution. you work out images, after the fact. what good is that? communication improves, with every turn. unless that pesky fear thing gets in the way. my mind can't handle this la, la, la, not listening!, la, la, la paranoia drive kicked into gear, lets twist this into something it's not. shouldn't have listened. wait i didn't! humpty dumpty. i read the header, and imposed my own version, scew the contents at it were, change the perspective. they wanted to help, and i shafted a golden opportunity. now who's the arse? told you to read, reverse the image and see it from THEIR perspective no fear their, no tension and no force. relaxed as always.

guidance is a bitch (an then you marry one! not that one), from your own mind. The other lover (hey i might as well try, and introduce a little bit of information before i sink, to the bottom, liberty was our calling card.. (sort of, more freedom of expression, the rest suppose dto follow like dominoes, once you adjust to peaking your mind fact! that means skip the war bit, and debate the issues, like real men, words help people, guns are well just crap. )

You do have to get over the fact, that to widen someone box, you usually have to hit them in the weak point, hit their spider, their foundations crumble, scream and shout, bloody funny if a little (oach, too much information)

I talk(ed) too much, too much filtering, focusing, breaking down arguments

Too much denial. So as yet i don't fancy my chances, its one against the masses, a d'tanion style quest to be the best, and fulfil potential, their are no limits, for universe is paradox, which is well why the devil stands to gain, universal love, and ultimate forgiveness in the simplistic fact, that their are and can never be any rules, each to their own, and mutual respect is what counts, co-operation and in short it is the lowly lower house again, which is what forgives the world, the other is well responsible for most of the damage, it fails to understand beyond need, to safe, while we do the leg work, and act as filter to stray the fear and absorb it.

so here's an all murray style toast to "in the devil we stand", back to comedy. perhaps red wine, to counter religious intolerance, and promote integrity,TRUST, respect, LIBERTY, and well curiosity, as we share the apple of wisdom, for one and all. come on it is the DEVIL, Freedom hope, exploration, curiosity, and solutions architecture

This stuff is older, see how my mind has shifted gears (or not, perhaps more concise? you wish !) It's never too late to learn, really if you want to. back to bean guided again, and would be stuck at the priestess for ever, if she got her way, some things move on, and have to be crafted. government's a bitch. that's the emperor IV. perhaps a begging bowl, and neo meets the system, and goes help. we're taking on water, can i do the savvy sailor and hit port before i get my feet wet.... (johnny depp, pirates of the Caribbean do you lot not watch anything!)

a prefect amalgamation of logic, instinct, and freedom, no rules, and no hassle just honest love (and a few slaps to show it, try asking your ex's on. some are bound to lash out, while a few will rate you high, all tricks of the trade, how you present the apple, temptation, and well love. flutter your eyelids, and never let yourself be cornered, spell it out. NO COMMITMENT, unless your lilith she's safe, as she'd run a mile before. ergo stalemate. and how many ships on our side of the fence? no where to run, no where to hide, evil is coming, and the last stand of Spartacus 300 in the pass. *swoon* the grey men of 1984, can't think that quick. it's going to be another three years, before they break the analogy if ever!)

It often needs refining when I get the moment, just to point out, there's a cost and people have to cycle emotions, then release. there, there my dear. your philosophy will suck (ha remmebered the other bit, dreams do that, come back now and then) ahh yes you can't work something out, if your running from the fear angle. it's case in point, you can't build when there's a big hungry demon on the crash site, waiting to gobble you up. slay the daemon and then you have nice clear ground.

lot of hand waving, a second chance to do the right thing. the tower XVI analogy more kali, and more art XIV.

plenty of armour, to withstand the screams, the tower of Babel isn't without the voices for a reason! of course self hypnosis, but when you feel someone in London (from Durham shouting and removing you from face book just because you mentioned clairvoyance in passing. actually talking about it, isn't the issue. it's presenting evidence or reiterating experiences in such a way, people would have to take it on board. thats the tricky one. throw away statements, which are propostourus, fine, we laugh that off, but if you put the dots close enough together, for plausible deniability to go out the window. watch them run, and change the subject, see the sharp turns of the head, to end conversation, they shouldn't have asked, but they did.

the apple, of temptation offered, and one bite is enough to send you screaming to the bogs, till you learn the rest. shame i ate the other half, while you were off loosing your mind. silence now, there, there, my child. your mine now. cue the cat out of Dilbert, evil director of human resources, going what do we do to get them to respond, the fake carrot on teh stick, and watch them run around, you scratch my back, and you scratch yours. simple. perhaps rich dad, poor dad didn't get enough circulation, plugging a book, someone for their knowledge, ok watered down, slow, repetitive but highlights the cause. arse, so much for that reinvestment, i've given it away, and the star kind of missed the beat. perhaps i read the manual wrong.

art, and prayer/meditation and yes working the blocks out. you see nothing gets done without the other houses say so *snigger* politics all over the shop, signing off on that. but information flows as above as down below. working your mind is harder then you think.

i think words, and men broadcast more traditionally emotion kicks it off, punches though, women tend to be more sensitive (that's a laugh) at receiving pictures, images.. until i brake the wheel. Shiva destroyed that one. Told you i had his eyes, it's all in the filteration. prince of lies, chooses his words. Doh. said too much again. perhaps i shouldn't have pointed that out yet. now the entire projects, been mothballed. yet it's not so much words, more the flick response. how do you control, fake that. it's more fading away, kind of absorbs it, yeah real useful that one, flame war, spend the next ten hours on my back. or even a month when i first started going perhaps i shouldn't have pissed them off. pretty images though, watch the logic break. perhaps more time, and a reason for silence, no more time.

you have to break cover sooner or later, run the rush, and hope the tortoise rocks the boat. talk long enough, and hope their logic breaks down. knowing transmits confidence, and aura of responsibility, respect even.

doesn't really matter, if you loose me, more then one idea, more then one path to climb the mountain, choose what works for you, which is why I'm never a fan of belief, assumes too much, one way, saying what it isn't kind of leaves you open to manoeuvre room if you will to progress your deal.

so loose fear to climb the mountain, or don't. plenty of stopping off points on this fools journey.

then finally I understand the irony of that statement (which one escapes me, I've edited it since then, words were lost in the transition phrase, new ones edited. it's bitch when that happens! perhaps you need to relearn it, trust your own mind. shhhhhhhhhhh says angel Gabriel (that's a joke btw, thought i need to spell it out. more christopher walken in prophacy, you notice i like film analogies

So yes many methods and techniques get you there, and well when you get ther? what then, let us just say. WE NEED A SPONSER, save the world, do I really need to sell you the benefits of the devils, cusomer service proposal. all your cares taken for, as you relax, and just sign in blood (enthusiasm) as it's there to protect your needs.

a swing, is a swing after all. now the pleasures all mine (bloody priestess, i thought of something, and its stopped me doing anything, no you know why nuns are so useless, spend all your time in bed, as its better then sex, good idea, and it will come to me, it usually does, ride the wave, and yes...to much too soon? its easy to learn, online poker, and/or meditation. come to think of i've forgotten well not really, more so many avenues in parallel, not one, till you top the lot. its a lot to do with intent, and online poker was there in the early days, i have no connection to that, just liked the risk aspect, bit like chess. you have to learn to loose before you win. it's all about investing in risk, and doing something because you need it, want it, and the reward comes later. more star XVII treatment. )

business is pleasure, and the other way, for the worlds collide and so does the meaning of art XIV. it's not all business, its the other as well, ahh another mystery, as i stir the pot, death XIII awaits

we need to sit down and finalise something, oh yes I get the same nun like pleasure sensations, I've repeated myself, never good) you know it's better then sex, and I preach the devil, which is pan and nature. ok its a political spin exercise to counter Navarre and what had gone before. that and it's the only way to break the ice, and get people thinking beyond belief. so how on, it's a wild ride of possibility as we learn to love one another for who we are. (ahhhhhhhhh group hug, now pass me the money you owe me of that work, we have got to eat! you have money, what you waiting for? want some fun, or are you just looking for what? tell me your needs, the devil aims to please, not like her, the one upstairs (metaphorical arguments aside) jealous bitch, who state their demands, isnt really open to paradox, a mans potential (even a women's lies in letting go, and trusting the urge. ok image of guiding hand, down below. tied it back to the site name i did say we aim to please *flutters eyelids* note that's only directed at the women in the image. where ever she may me, I love catering for suggestions like that, ones which end up in a mutual beneficiary ok i've been stuck with machines long enough, people rescue me! just a thought, not one, but many. lol even guidance counciling on the cards, after i saw so much aura interplay between one couple, its like the matchmaker fairy. i was seeing them thottle each other, before their voices broke, even resulting images of them chipping away. before the (physical) hand moved to console a moment later, the strategy element was wonder tempting almost, if i wasn't a softy at heart. hey wrong word, here or there can shatter a fragile truce)

people who learn to study reactions you have to hope, well stay wanting to help, and don't resort to manipulation, which is the eventual demise of cost cutting, all those priests who knew enough to challenge the ruler, perhaps it's time to buy them off, change, is easy when you have nothing to fear, nothing to loose, governments crumble, as the fear has lost it's bite, now people know too much. you have to realise sooner or later ignorance looses it's appeal then they go looking, only thing is it seems more people are getting stupid, so perhaps it works in reverse, you safe guard society by teaching them enough, and well putting the safeguards in place, to lend a helping hand. hint, hint. wasted again.

What does it take? to tempt you, into working with me...

(the devil's been screwed over one two many time, contract law is a sub speciality, so's the fine print, all for helping, he should have sold out, and do the priesthood thing, religion and slave labour, but no he was to good for that, had to be himself, couldn't stay silent, had to shout his mouth off, and point the flaw out, now they all know, and well, silence bites you on the ass eventually. deal with the problem, and well work it out!)

Regardless of which I think we can agree the fear of god aspect's gone too far. It's your mind, the lowly lower house, panic reacting to outside stimulus, and next you outsource it in panic reaction, and so something similar, so while the upper house, suggests things, it up to the lower house to finalise it, and beyond that Europe and human rights matter. (the comic timing was better in my journals, when i overlapped the two, in short politics and biologicial/spiritual fact shouldn't be overlapped, gets messy, so here's to the centre ground, and the card of the day is lust XI)

What more could I possible say beyond that, of course all that involves other people, strategy only works against or with other people, pieces participating on the board of life, perhaps walking people out of the trance, so they can feel pain, love and life and enjoy the moment, before the end. The docile population at the whims, of a controlling government, or perhaps its just apathy. Never mind, I care not anymore. So I shall just sit here, and perish into obscurity, what's the point, its not life anything will ever get done about it. Hell trying to even get anyone to sign up to anything, is bad enough. Sooner get blood out of a stone, actually, the ironic thing is I've gotton more out of a stone, and you can too.

Welcome to the tree of knowledge. The original aim was to tackle and overcome fear, removing guilt tripping tactics, and of course manipulative pressure tactics. The idea was to explore knowledge to the further reaches explore what was and what wasn't possible, and it caught have backfired, as people weren't that open to exploring the issues. Which is why i found myself relating to Crowley's view. it appears, begin open and sharing is not the way to go in this world. Which is a tragic shame. So I shall try and resort to pleasure as much as possible, and go with the flow, if not, Machiavellian politics is not beneath me, if the world forces me to strategise like that.

I can't believe how little we talk openly, and to learn to share experiences about how we, think, feel and know, but feel embarrassed to talk about, least we seem silly and out of place. I of course talk about psychic development. which can be scary when caught unawares. Especially when you have people like the police taking the Mickey out of it, to your face. Which shows their lack of respect for anything from people, property and even the law.

So with that I want and end to the bloodshed, the bitching, the intolerance and more importantly the close minded and narrow view point on belief. Pluralistic ideas should reign supreme, and the very idea, we can't or should not improve on what's already been discovered is ill-advised. So here's to sharing our knowledge and compiling our notes openly, to adapt and improve to the new race of supermen and women. Perhaps it was the unwillingness of people to learn, which started the priesthood anyway, after all why speak, when people don't want to learn. there's no context, frame of reference as its censored at a very early age.

So it would be nice, if we could actually get knowledge and teach them earlier instead of later, with a proper grounding in practical cutting edge ideas, and not outdated and purely academic methodologies

Instead I seem to find myself in a world, where the people are focused to be narrow minded, and deliberately cut of from the bigger picture, their is too much lack of imagination and fear of the possible, where was it lost, why has it been driven underground, so much self loathing , reluctance to communicate, negative condition jealousy, and who knows what else. So with that in mind, it's war.

War against those who would seek to use tyranny against use, those like Wikipedia the bbc, who would seek to censor opinions and control the news and information. This is a time to fight against tyranny and defend one liberty and right to learn and experience life.

So while we live in a climate where the European states, including Britain are sneakily removing our freedoms, and induce a climate of fear. We need to be wary, and introduce a president who can and will defend those human rights.

Because someone has to, and we are beginning to reach further away from the meaning of respect, humility and not least understanding the need for democracy, as when the states, don't listen who shall answer your call, who shall defend your honour, and protect your rights enshrined in international law, the political parties? I think not, its time to put you back in control, and have someone in charge, who's been elected by the majority of the people, and will listen to their need for individuality

We are on the brink of success but the fear monkeys seek to turn us away and divide us. They are using our hopes and fears against us, not for us. We need to focus on the positive, the concept that we can and will do better, Their should be no walls between us.

We need o break down the barriers of belief, and fear, unite us in love, and not hate. Make love not war.

the focus should be on change and adopting new ideas and technologies, the urge to experiment and feel compassion, and make do with the notion of love without jealousy, the need and the acceptance, that one size does not fit all, there can be many healthy relationships, and no one should feel compelled to be judged or separated at birth based on their belief. marriage is not the be end and end all. In fact it might even be the start of it.

We can be casual, and not feel remorse, we should feel proud of our mistakes, and ex's. Every connection made in love and pleasure is a good thing, why should you be punished for working hard, we shouldn't. And those who forth one idea over another are wrong, what works for one, will never work for another.

So here's to the adopting of multiple of ideas and the blending of opposites. The Lovers VI and Art XIV to bring you Death XIII. Change ( see the tarot section.)

yes I'm blending opposite, and opposing ideas, even now, to break down fear, to turn god into evil, and the devil into god. All to break down irrational arguments, and reveal the nature of words, illusion in the seven of cups. Kali came and went, and people saw the world, for it really was naked and uplifting.

So it would be ironic to be awarded the Nobel peace price for the idea of the antichrist. Turning the world on its head, through questioning the flaws in the system. Perhaps offering the temptation, to try something new. Why fear the status quo, its cold inside, so perhaps a warm hearted approach to politics, and we can't much warmer then hell. The passionate embrace of a lover in Lust XI who wants you to succeed more then your life. Honesty and trust, and commitment to the word, not the lies and the hypocrisy from upstairs, that in truth tells you how to lie, and how to use people, not what is in fact, a separation of the child of god, the devil is you, and is more then a match, for the collective view, the fear of above. A pressure to conform, and already I have said too much. The threads of life, the mysticism you fear to talk about, yet its real, and it comes and goes, its the reversal of opposites in the lovers VI.

Beware false prophets, when you can learn it yourself. Yet remember when you cross the line, theirs no going back, the doors of hell once opened, will not let you go till you've tamed the curve, and silenced the strands. A work in progress, for you listen and you will fight god, for god is fear, while the devil is love. yet god what's submissions, and that's why the Tower (of Babel) XVI is fraught with rejection. A hard path to bear for the universe XXI to descend, and the Aeon XX, is vulnerable as dust on the wind.

The devil card, is the hard one to bear, sacrificing gods world, slavery, to follow temptation, and need, no the urge, to build something new, the spontaneous gift of the entrepreneur For that you need to take a risk, beware the fool, he knows what he talks about, and more wisdom comes from the foolish lips, then the censured speal. So keep them close, and watch the lips. Move on up the hidden trail.... Now jump on off the cliffs on high, and trust to god, and edge your bets, with the devils insurance policy... For even god is mistaken, in this world. Beware the Wheel of Fortune X it turns for thee. Consulted not, oh dear, sounds like the British justice system... what was the elected majority again? What percentage of the vote?

Silence on the wind, much like the electorate, have the papers cast their vote, what was the cost? The docile lamb has given up, and the sun has fallen into the presses hands. Not the original attention of the card, democracy's champion is the star, perhaps another delusion... for what are dreams if the Emperor IV and the hierophant V are faced together, and the ram, is the wolf, and knowledge is everything, so know the world knows, and they have come to nought, for their tricks have fallen, and the secret is out, Europe is freedom, and the state is slavery in heaven, for ignorance is indeed bliss, anyone read any statue law recently ?

learn the words, and seek to turn the world around, for words are humpty dumpty, and it's time to stand our ground, and fight for our rights, in the one place we can, the court of human rights Strasburg.

What else? A threesome with a couple of women, would also be nice, perhaps end in sorrow, though turned that one down, so perhaps i should be more accurate and say hot chicks, who i admire intellectually as well as physically, you can't keep a good man, down, well not unless you use handcuffs, consensual submission, to the whipping - not like the whips in parliament - they at least know enough to turn a man on. Well some do, some submission is more fun then others. Perhaps that's freedom of choice...

Perhaps some apples have yet to be learned, and put him in his place. perhaps that reduces the field somewhat lol. No more sleaze when you open up, and give it all, to the best of your ability, I aim to please, public performances an optional extra, or et it here inside, well several enjoyed it, its the dogs bollocks, but that was elitist and philosophies moved on since that time, ever changing, ever adaptive, and if your not specific, you don't get what you want... So state your desires, and you might get lucky once in awhile, for anything's possible, in this life. optional extra.

Well at least serves to illustrate if your not specific in life, you don't always get what you want, perhaps its more an option of being open to entertaining suggestions, for isn't that what we are here for, to make people happy.

And if you don't ask, it appears you don't get offered it either, well in some cases, the silent voice, needs prompting, least we miss a star proposal Education is after all a two way process. Perhaps three, or more besides...

Which is so helpful of the world at large, when we communicate as one, to consider the alternatives and practical suggestions go a long way to healing the rift, and making love not war in this life. and go I know something which you need, or want, and here it is, but do go on before I blow my top, its not what you want, so relax and enjoy the moment...

So speak your minds, please, don't humour me, I wasn't a brain and to feel your pleasure in my virtue, and of course to know what you think or what you need, I know that's very little in some quarters so show me how you like it, or just give me the facts, and I shall operate from there on in. but it should be more then the fake smiles are we not learning to open up, and take pleasure in our bodies, and the people we come in to, everyone has something to offer, if only we take the time to care and extrapolate our wit. It's not that scary is it? Are you really that scared of temptation? Come on live a little, and we shall be good friends, for the world is on offer, if we can but see the big picture...

and prepare to be surprised? Some good things come to those who wait, and what might be difficult could in fact be the simpler of outcomes, so don't assume complexity, when none has been discussed That's a job for experts, and I just know who would get along just right, for what have in mind.... If we don't know any, I'm sure we can find some...

Yet the only knock on my doors, appear to be callous cops trying to force me to confess to speeding fines in breach of article 6 . We were operating under innocent until proven guilty system, so why are we being asked to comply with the prosecution, exceptions to the rule, sort of means the line, goes where, and how many liberties, have you taken, since attending office, gone are the days of the magna carta...

and how many times can you come round for the same ticket? wait its not even the ticket, its something called a notice of intended prosecution which is worded to scare you to comply, with out a regard for anything like safety, its just what a breach of dignity? Worse then just a tax on stupid people. Scare tactics and obscurity and threats of jail on clean licence holders, who have never had any contact with authority seems a little dear, on the purse, and on the ego, ss, logos would have fitted their outfits just nicely. When they threatened me with jail.

I no longer wish to answer the door anymore, drive or do anything, the constant camera flashes when your not speeding, tracking your movements, are leaving me paranoid that your going to get a ticket through the door, sounds a little like fear and persecution to me. Why are we tracking vehicles, from one end of the country to the next, I don't record that being mentioned, the psychic sensations, tipped me off to the sequences at dusk. So there goes our right of privacy? Orwell was right. He will be solely missed, perhaps no one noticed, nothing is said, nothing is reported, have we started being ejected off the streets, and would anyone notice, and would anyone care? Have I been lost in the crossfire Check your neighbours, you don't know how far its leapt even the secret service, have allegedly software, to target you through walls, and kill you based on your phones gps position. Enemy of the state, Tick, tock, and the mouse went boom, v is here, and the powers roam! untested, and unwarranted and uncontrolled... well at least by be me, unless we take extra precautions with executive privalages.

Perhaps eve, tipped me over the edge, when I had the indicency of speaking my mind, to tell her I didn't fancy her, so she reported me for assaulting her wrist, and true her wrist was hurt after she twisted mine accidently a restraining hold, but from what I can see, nothing was hurt at the time anyway, I of course like the good gentleman attempted to make it up, but was the offer of sex, "not with someone who doesn't fancy me" perhaps i should have gone easy, on the seduction line. But that's master, Dom for you. So we parted on good terms at least I thought Then two days later i woken up at 6:30am two, dragged out of bed, with no underwear thrown into a cell, with no shoes or socks, exposed blisters on my feet, degrading my dignity. With no charge, allegedly her wrist was slight brusied.

I had no knowledge of the actually charge, till a duty bound solicitor showed up severl hours alter, and told me the exagerated story. So my options were confess of go to trial, the ephasis, on confess, on the presumption it would be a written warning. No explanation of the consequences of that. Forgive me if I'm sceptical of the police, their laughing at the psychic on the street, while I was still insecure in my practicing, was not a happy sight. Of course I just laughed it off. What else could I do. What was article 3, and 9. they should have better sense then mock belief. Perhaps they did, for one of them looked sheepish, when it came to my pentagram. Perhaps I should have left it off, to appease his fear.

So my first experience of the system. No knowledge of my rights. Were you supposed to be give the pace act? So I refused to bow to peer pressure and consulted the actual law. There's no mens rea, accidents happen in bdsm related consensual sexual relationships, so on both counts its obvious I shouldn't have been charged with common assault. Perhaps that's why they didn't read me the charge before hand, they knew it was a waste of time! So why do it? No due course, another article bites the dust.

So much for no string attached. But eve always was one to go back on her word. I thought the discrimination was because she was a policemen's daughter however since learning otherwise, perhaps parliament are more to blame. Seems there's some discontent in the police force on the issue.

Seems its not longer a case of innocent till proven guilty. It's a matter of assume the other, stereotype and no questions asked, what ever happened to policing, your report something stolen, or was that the criminal damage incident on my street. The kids don't do anything, they witnessed, so not even a knock on the door on the offending party. Sad but true, perhaps there was something better to do, like toss it off, in front of the box, or is that trying to force speeding tickets instead of upholding their remit.

So what was I to think, she's a policemen's daughter, they already prove themselves to be liars more then once, or are they just mistaken, and illiterate when it comes to writing the facts down.

even allegedly interfering in the outcome, we compared notes afterwards, she told me they were deliberately writing her statement down wrong, so isn't that a breach of trust, and 8, for I'm sure interfering in peoples private lives, no matter, how judgemental or well intentioned, its interfering in the private lives of individuals even imposing other peoples morality on the scene. the bdsm scene in this case.

for she was my tenant, as well as my sexual mistress, she used to be whipped and tortured in public for all to see, turned on pain, is her exact words. She even used to blood let but not for me. Even I have my limits, I prefer the pleasure, pleasure principle. Unless I'm experimenting trying to do Gnostic trance, or an out of body experience.

Meanwhile as a result of their interference The house was damaged, I kissed her feet literally afterwards, worship the whore for fun, is one of my lines, but I couldn't risk trusting the clairvoyance, after the polices misleading threats. So expense and hardship could have been avoided, solicitors should have been a last resort, and wouldn't have needed if they kept the peace, and who am I trying to kid, they said her storey was one sided, so perhaps she was the lier, and they were the truth takers.

Yet this is the police refused to record, all the damage, despite my having a photograph of the policemen next to it.

These were the same cops, who lied about the necessity of giving a driving licence, when I had a receipt for co-operating with the NIP, they sent it back, unsigned, and it got lost in the post. but at least I has the cover note So why exactly when you have a clean licence, no trouble before, does it threaten huge fines, no knowledge of what could happen, and after all that, and despite me telling them no, to the extra information, they sent my the ticket, anyway, straight in the bin. oh and i saw this force laughing their socks off when i witnessed them forcing a pacifist drunk into a car, much to the amusement of the other spectators, he was in a mood, and unfortunately I didn't have my camera with me on that occasion.

So if I'm feeling this as a white, middle class university educated male, what's the other people who are more stereotypically ostracised in the eyes of this country. Perhaps there's good reason, for the tetchiness' at hand. Undercurrents spill over, when you silence the public. Listen and learn a great deal. Outspoken rhetoric calms tensions, by releasing the anger, so something else can take its place. That's why democracy is founded on the freedom of speech, and perhaps the freedom of expression. The closest follow up. Yet we've seen our government intolerance for international law.

Of course I've been forced onto the dna database, so I have even more reasons to distrust government involvement. Especially with the negative trends on the cameras in the sky, perhaps I should be wary of experimentation, isn't that the next step in their evolution on the slippery slope of denial.

So no charges and they continue to strip me of my dignity "just because I can't from the fingerprint man.

I asked what would happen if i peacefully resisted, and exerted my human rights. I'd been dragged off a battle field some weeks before, for doing a sit in. In characterr role play, in a fantasy system. Perhaps a taster before the real thing comes to pass. Can one person talk two armies, out of fighting, and coming to the table, security, didn't even one to let me try. A shame, considering the role the Burmese monks were to play in standing up for democracy.

His response was interesting, just for the wording. I expected force not violence. "if I don't comply your threatening me with violence" and he affirmed in the positive yes. back to northern Ireland are we?, how many breaches of article 3 do you want to rack up... so much for Britain and the lower house paying attention to the rights and freedoms of the British people, let alone the world

So there you have it, he took my hands and put me through the high tech fingerprint scanner, rather funky and cool laser pointers networked and everything, dna is a bit low tech though. I hope those swabs were clean, not like when they throw me a dirty cloth shaving? towel to wipe my hands, it could have been infected with anything. Say blood, or faeces My exposed feet have already been exposed to a cell floor in an attempt to humiliate, Isn't their any medical guidelines? Hello infection people? not to mention the deliberate attempts to embarrass and degrade, perhaps I should have done the ritual with the tea. the clairvoyance I got was a very learning experience, taught me a great deal, and pointed out a lot of breaches of law, perhaps that why I know share the apple with you, you've made me what I am.

Your society, and your lack of regard for the principles of liberty, trust, freedom and democracy Has made me what I am, and you and you alone are responsible for sowing the seeds, of destruction, not I. Someone has to speak, as you have lost your way, you are wolves praying on the innocent, your contempt for law, justice and honour has tipped my hand.

So in short you have pissed me off, and it seems a great deal more besides.

Is it any wonder we the people want to rebel, America and the founding fathers knew their rights, they stood up for democracy, in a time it was abused, is it now the British people, saw the light, and stood up for theirs, and if our government can't do it, then perhaps we are in need of rest, I'm more for actions speak louder then words, so perhaps an opt in system of government is required, to restore the concept that government works for the people, not against it. It's supposed to protect our right, not take them away. As it stands I'd feel happier trusting the sharks in Brussels then the monarchs henchmen. The pigs are indeed walking in the lower house, the iron curtain fell, but perhaps its moved centre stage, over our god given parliament the decent into wickedness is complete how many souls have you sold? in the name of social conformity. How many life's ruined? Destroyed, but for selish desire? From a government which no longer speaks, for the parliament even if it never did.

Winston Churchill would be fighting you on the beaches, in the pubs, and in the clubs, least we get chucked out for speaking our minds. It seems you've done very well at scaring people away from knowing their god given rights. Time for the apple of temptation, to set them free. You're hiding from the people, and its not our way, the devil operates in open, and shows you the small print, explains what you need, not hides it in a smile, or silent manipulation.

So How about some proportional representation, or letting the lords reign some common sense once more. The upper is indeed worth listening to. From the slavers of old. I have some personal experience on all counts. Jesus stands corrected, he was a Satanist of the left hand path, not the right. Try it and see it only takes a couple of years, perhaps more or less, on your experience and persistence to learn the apple. Of course I could and most probably am insane. Yet is it insane, to actually want to help people, and see our freedoms upheld. Its time to talk and discuss our differences and learn the subtleties' of life.

So perhaps back to our supposed democracy

How elected is out government anyways? not very. 25% elected majority, according to Loveland at the last election. is that with those who didn't vote. 36% have the judiciary system really turned into worms, not mice, at the hands of a government which no longer had the safeguards it had, bring back the lords hell the monarch using her legal right to veto legislation, would be an improvement, perhaps the only person to stand for liberty, in this country. So its left to Europe as the only means, to stand for something, to stand against the hypocrisy, and restore the natural order, assuming we have someone actually elected, into a position which can protect that.

The mps, are useless, and the committee and council of the legislature are not under out control, heck, we don't even have control of party politics, the pm is not voted by the people, which means our system of government is incompatible to say the least, so either we change it, and allow people to opt in to a government of choice, (if only it were true) to be able to hold government accountable for ones actions, to switch and change at will, and pay for the services you use or want, not the rest. That's the voluntary aspect.

Perhaps I seek a country which respects the rights and freedoms of the world, and that's not America as it currently stands. Gutannammo bay. Fear is not a tool to be taken lightly, to be used by any government including our own, especially on our own members of Europe Why make promises if you can't keep them, don't you think we should learn to live by the sword of intellect Begin honouring our words.

So perhaps the vision of a free world, rests more in a united and pacifist Europe one which seeks to defend the people, not invading indiscriminately in breach of international law. Or has Britain learnt it's lesson now? Nothing but contempt.

So if you want to know why I've been driven to defend and speak for human rights, know you know, its because I've got sick and tired, of the hypocrisy, double standards, and the backbiting instead of what we should be doing which is focusing on real issues, for real people.

The only thing is the entire thing doesn't work if it doesn't have an elected president to safeguard the peoples interests, and hold them to contempt.

Which is why this site is more then just for fun, its an educational establishment, and trying to speak up for something worth fighting for.

Hence the campaign for a better Europe.

So I give you the concept of the antichrist here to serve your needs, to set the record straight, and stand for something more then hypocrisy lies and deceipt, which is the real of god. For if you can argue it from the other the other perspective you are indeed a child of god, who is the devil, for I am god, just like all of us. United as one, and hence the devil is in me, for the devil's the world, which is nature, and that's just a part of existence, which is an illusion, so perhaps the neo analogy works well for now. Multiple concepts rolled into one, So who wants to ask me about my views on religion?

Go on it will be fun to bite the apple just one more time... the antichrist is here to stay, and yes my answer do bring the spiders rushing out. that the imagery I see when you fear something, and it comes to pass, at least it clears the block, and the sun XVIII is risen after the Moon XVII has been faced. the wolves howl in conquest, but to no avail, for when the time to walk is upon you, walk you shall. Sooner not later in some cases.

So here's to pluralistic integrity and multiple concepts, like freedom of conscience, belief, and equal rights, and even the concept of a pluralistic government. the concept of something more worldly and being part of something worthwhile. The farmers need not worry, I'm sure some of us will be willing to pull together to help you needs after, all isn't the world worth looking after. A more natural, shamanic balance. Light and dark combined, in the yin and yang, communism to the right of me, fascism to the left of me, and the transformation of opposites, in an amalgamation of duality in death for Art XVIII and the hermit brings about a discovery in Lovers VI which means its

a pleasure to work for you and feel your warmth, as the pain bit sucks, so i'd rather masturbation not the other, for the threads really are joined as once. Anyone open-minded to the devil, is open-minded enough to do business with, provided they honour their commitments for cross that line, and hell have no fury scorned, like a treaty broken. It's time to heal the past, and think of the future, the children of the lovers are born in the son, when the fears are amalgamated, and the world is your oyster The tower XVI broken for the wrong reasons can and will be transgressed.

So with that I give you In the devil we stand, as the banner of a new Europe one which wants to stand for freedom, and not hypocrisy, we have to break down the barriers of fear which separate us. and seek to join hands on the bridge of compromise.

oh and the European flag sucks btw, but the important things is solving the underlying problems, and a new strategic vision, so lets just go with our hearts and minds. Better the devil you know, or your willing to change. Refuse and the bitch upstairs is welcome to you. I care not, for temperamental swine. Then again the whip can be pleasurable in the right hands, especially with the cock ring in, I suggest you go with Lilith, not eve, Muhammad was right on some points. The pigs are in congress, not the east. But then you knew that didn't you, else, why else would you eat pork, least you get tainted by their stench. Orwell has been busy this time of year...

We can't achieve this brighter future on our own, we must strive to draw on the chariot XIII together, and lead the way, combine our forces. Not fight against the tide, there's more strategic advantage in setting sail, and bringing this ordeal to a close, in a way, which benefits all our whims or is that fancies, This is a sex site after all. Multiple partners are free to go. So perhaps I'm the pig, and some women would attest to that, the others would say the complete, opposite, so I suppose it comes down to adjustment IX and personal taste, I'm not fussy who I deal with. So why fight it, when we can be driving forward in the name of the six of clubs. for one and all, and perhaps a lazy day on the beach, for isn't it better to enjoy the sand in pleasure, not fire. I preferred the knight of swords, to the knight of wands, fire isn't my strong suit, when the prince of cups comes to visit, it's better to air on the side of caution, but that doesn't meant I'm not adverse, to playing the aces, all of them in fact. For what else is a fool 0 to do, when the pressure mounts, and you take a leap of faith, off the cliffs of hell. The be all and end all, is that card, the start and the finish, so perhaps some journey are welcomed more then others, what's in your wallet?

Yet for cash, and company I'd have succeeded and woe betide and men or women, who tries forcing me to submit and obey against our will. Better die a freeman and suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, then stand against a sea of troubles, and fight those who would conquer in the name of trinity, for she was hot in the matrix, alas i never did fund love, perhaps, its one of those things you either meet the right deal, or you don't. Its got lost in translation, actions speak louder then words, and the scent of a women, is worth dying for. So perhaps we urge on the side of caution and see the hand we are dealt. Honour to the man or women who stands, by their word.

So here I am getting to the truth of the matter. One would hope, and being an awkard swine, and just to prove a point in my mind. god is evil, and the devil good, how ironic a twist of fate, to confront fear, and stare it down. If only their was a women, who matched my sense of purpose, free will, and had the strength of Lilith combined. I don't want to manipulate, I just want to live my life, as god intended, and the devil enjoyed love at last, unconditional, unresisting and unwarranted for he's a bastard at heart. When crossed.

So the threads are separate and now their joined the sexual union, takes them to heaven, for the preachers dead, and the apple is left, unpoisoned, untainted and ripe for the picking, if only you had the cheek, to come forth and multiply. One for each square of the chessboard, squared at last, perhaps not the way we want it, and its better to check your facts and figures before taking anything for granted, so I trust proof by exception, not your word. there's more to life then living, there's sucoming to Death XIII which is an interesting change on perspective when the Tower XVII falls.

When one can trust the devil who will honour his contract commitments, his word his bond, but woe betide any who cross that line, you tell me what you will do and you keep it exactly as promised, which is what I will do, to the letter.

So back to business

So here's a toast. The one who seeks conditional love, not the freedom for the individual which is the devils domain as that is something I could never do. Perhaps not once, but not know. I forgive too easily, but not a women scorned, some things are ust too damn hard to live with.

When he shares the apple of wisdom. It came to pass, perhaps why they go upstairs now are you really sure you want to go in that direction? The pub is open, and the fountain of youth expects your superstition Woe betide any who go for three, it ends in sorrow, for it takes two cups to share the union of love.

Now in this vision God is the one who sought ignorance, control and restriction, which is not our way, I'd sooner empower and tempt people to develop, learn and nurture their inner talents. For the morning star is the solver of your problems, while selling your soul to god and the jealous bitch is what it takes to keep the world happy, For that's pretending to be something your not, conforming to rules and regulations which seeks to limit not grow your skill set. to speak your mind unhindered, and uncompromised, though a blow job would be nice once in awhile, can I own up to that, if I declare it upfront?

the cod piece of Europe as it bursts it load.

So perhaps we are more inclined to respect and honour our commitments if we start trusting individuals, rather then drawing sweeping stereotypical judgements, which leads to the pigs walking, and the eventual demise of fascist dictatorships, wait that's Britain's stance not mine. So heres to a real democracy one which supports world peace, construction and safeguarding freedoms, not the eventual demise of liberty, into the pigs of old, nor unto the twisting of principles the founding fathers once held dear. When they had a vision of what safeguarding their own individual freedoms were all about. Lines are crossed, and some shouldn't have been.

We're sorry, for the actions of the past, and the twisting of logic which caused the boulders, for much was lost from those early years. Which is why censorship is not an option, and is the biggest battle we do seek.

so i give you the tree of life, in case we seek to remove it, in another Ausvitcz, though perhaps that's the entire island starting to slide, Britain that is. it's up the spout, perhaps what we refer to as the British term! For fucked up beyond all recognition, something's are better left alone, and started afresh, first principles is the strategic first move to successful completion of the path of life. A fools errand to be sure, but what would be the point if we knew the answers all upfront.

So perhaps a change of direction is needed, and that is Europe not America for in "god you trust" at your peril, "in the devil we stand", Europe is the place to be, that's our future, if you actually care for mending the ties. So just say no to absolutism

We need to safeguard our rights in constitutions and seek fuller integration, at the stragic demise of our borders, for a safer world. Which lets face it is obliged by international law. We do recognise the concept don't we? Just checking we are on the same wave length.

So heres a toast to our human rights, the basic principles of a freedom of expression, so soley granted and enshrined in international law, may we live to see the day its fully implemented in this country.

and here's to keeping our word, honouring all our international commitments and seeking to hold government to openness truth, justice and comments like -"jurisprudence has no relevance in the British justice system" another quote from a head hunter at their bequest, perhaps it was my just is blind, and she's getting a blow job remark on the application form, one never knows with these things- set the example for adjustment IX, kama its an international consent Learn to live with it, not against it

My demise is ensured, I'm not sure, I can succumb to Henry Of Navarre's aptitude for risk. Yet his stance on Paris was worthy of praise, the starvation bit, not sure about the mass bit, bit like biting the bullet, it was a bold move, and strategic at that, I wonder how many others could succumb to such a manoeuvre perhaps the other way, after all isn't belief something you change now and again as if by choice. enshrined by international law in fact, so a problem if we don't comply, and make use of your good judgement. The states are growing all the time, who's next I wonder 57 is a long way to go but not impossible, assuming its done by their own free will. For that important in the rules of the game.

So here to the apple of temptation, and furthering ours and your knowledge at every opportunity.

This is a good thing, not the ignorance of the other, so here's another toast to the serpent of wisdom, it is after all Mithras's birthday. [the 25th December as I write this update] So much for the lions of justice, which once stood tall, perhaps the law could mean something once again. So we can play in peace.

Now knowledge is power, and that belongs in the hands of the people, and not on the cutting room flaw.

What followed is what came previously, least I forget, where my mind was at: (review the changes at your leisure, see aren't I good to you, and if you don't pay attention you might miss something, and then its gone, everything, your rights and everything you loved and hoped for, so here's a warning, to not turn your back on Europe its more open then you think. well at least with me at the healm)

Well at least we might get lucky once in awhile, for you'd have to be blind to not see the potential, in making lives easy to bear. So why does the image of opera winfry and her show spring to mind? I'll ask anyone for cash, even Felix the cat, it sees no ones listening of late. Perhaps another commercial airing, something better then kerrang, like top gun and am i really doing what they say you can't do. odd link. censored i presumed, or is that just the British press... if only we could speak our minds, and be heard across the globe, open and honest, and prepared to give it our all.

Let us hope the bridge of compromise shall be adopted. artist impression to be followed, for i see a lake, not really, but bare with me as i do artistic impressions i detract from clairvoyance image, hysterical laughter, as i learn to choose my words more carefully in future, not like it matters, but it does, as article 10, means nothing in this country. Hence why fighting for freedom and human rights, oh yeah and that democratically elected president thing.

anyways back to the bridge, for the bridge will have multiple arches coming to central debating area, where cool minds can bridge the gap of reason and intelect, and reach a peacful understanding. i.e the know why each other thinks like that, and can walk the line of good and evil. cue alien sex fiend song. but anyway, we cut the bull, and have a laugh, sod it, lets just bring in opt in government . now do we screw up Europe or America first in the experiment perhaps both in same time, America needs it, and so do we. As we seem to be digressing off the freedom and liberty script! pluralistic thought, each to their own, comprenda?

So communism to the right of me, fascism to the left of me, and the bridge with opt in government in the centre sod that republic crap. actually keep it, we still need it, but hedge your bets and bring in some random elements, make them accountable more then they are, and freedom of choice matters more. what's more in the devil we stand, shall be the flag of truce, for the devil being the world is a good thing, and not that infantile upstairs crap, god lies, trust me, actually don't, find out for yourself clairvoyance is a waking nightmare, run for the hills, and stop the rant. proceed to a slow walk, which is better then nothing. At least before the money runs out.

yes to stop ranting, and earn 128million for the site. If only, a boy can dream. well actually he can't, it took time to be taught and its played no end of hassle beware what you wish for and its a small price to pay, for the compromise. like you really think face book is worth $15 billion, come on, its a two month job, and err lots of people. actually perhaps why this hasn't worked, i forgot the people skills, that and psychic thing, enough with the excuses, but its true, your sometimes pushed or feel drawn down the strangest of avenues. perhaps there's more to that precognitive crap, i hope not, or rather i do, else I've really run out of time to make a difference.

To endure as the only man gullible enough and stubborn enough to pursue this line of questioning, as one day it might catch on without martyrdom being necessary. ever tired getting into the press? you really have to kill someone to do it, or err cause terror, world peace doesn't sell enough papers! Also no one likes a smart arse, and its easier to say nice things about dead people, This point disturbs me. Especially relating to mortgages. Another side issue, but none the less, perhaps Bulgaria would be a safer option.

Talking saves lives. Silence destroys them. actually talking, upsets people, brings points to their intention, then they can a> avoid the iceburg, or hit it with their head in the sand, its amassing how many choose the later, am i one of them, I wonder Perhaps in my case its because i've given up caring. without fear the only motivation to save yourself do anything is love or enthusiasm of others, if you get none of that, then you really think, why bother? trying to help further our knowledge is wasted. hey would rather stay in the stone ages. especially when effort is required on their part. easier to think we can't or shouldn't do it, then explore the issues, and be reminded we have even more choices available to us. what's with people wanting boxes, instead of wide open spaces, i swear your voluntary sheep, mass suicidal lemmings. not one of you has the balls, to open up and speak your mind.

Now my money - or it would, if i had any - is on the combination of force, matter and consciousness as the next logical step, so on those grounds i think dawkings a dick, no offense to dawkings, smart man just lacks the personal experience to see it through my eyes, I just think hes as narrow minded as the rest. I worry about the state of academia, as they all seem to lack practical foundations. alas sir yorick i knew him well. no ones does the real hard work, and separates out the men from the boys, for never the two do meet, or rarely. time lag...

for he's the typical substitute that's ignores all their experiences, subjective, for its too bloody inconvenient listening to people has its pitfalls, they might be right, but spotting patterns, looking for solutions is kind of neat. what's with the tricycle image?

can i break the system, please sir, pay me to break it. spot the flaw, the morning star. not that its difficult with religion, for they don't speak to one another enough. actually speaking at all, would be a good start. Shouting blesphema doesn't count, or burn the witch! Though i my case, you might have a point!

Back to something more tangible logic (flawed, based on assumption) and the law - i said that with a straight face, kudos to fake serenity - Now the Human rights act, and pointing out the incompetance of the police, hence pro europe and democratically elected elections. or the nanny state has gone too far. Britain and America are nowhere near the lands of freedom, they slipped a bit, and the intelligence services can loose the halo, you impress me not, for your lack of openness to the facts. my clairvoyance is more accurate then your weapons of mass destruction. lucky guess, yeah right, even i could have done better than that, like the time psychic image before speeding camera hit me, actually tracking, boo hiss, surrender of rights. you lot suck. Kama jurisprudence, let the MOJ look the meaning up, for it appears their recruiters deem the concept irrelevant to British justice. See what i did there, i used a one liner out of context, and used it against someone one, must be a politician. Not hypocrisy using the truth against someone, scary thought a politician president who knows how to use words, humpty dumpty, beware for not all of us know, that words can mean anything we want, let that be a lesson to those who love books. image of book burnings, not the books fault, its your fault, being duped open mind, think for self, who am i kidding, Mr. Hitler Mohamed is back already, bloody hell, not another dangerous link, comparison here's to expression, and personal opinion deal with it. Reluctantly i know too much, so perhaps I should move over here.,,

... to hopefully be once again? be pleasantly surprised by humanity, and find a soul mate, oh the soppy romantic in me, comes out for all to see, alternatively suicide it is, overly drastic and flawed solution - and pointless if they burn me - to prove a point and thus force my ex's to resolve love without jealousy. when i leave everything to them, *evil laugh* oh to be a fly on the wall, as you watch them meet, and divide stuff out. rules of the game, and one i shall not get into, for perhaps there is time left, its not over till the fat lady sings, just where have all the thin, nice, intelligent single women gone? they did exist right? or was the brain bit always removed at birth, and you get to choose fat or thin gene, but not both, certainly not the nice bit, hang on, I've met big, manipulative and quiet, so i suppose the myth could be true, there is someone based on law of averages, yeah right, we shall wait and see.

I'm hoping the first, but meh I'm keeping my options open, you never know what's around the next corner. Perhaps they just all anoy after awhile. so another compromise on the cards.

pluralistic integrity remains supreme and two hot chicks in my hot tub with me, short term, needn't be smart, though it helps, before i sucome to jealousy? of who, myself, my ego, or my ex, i couldn't bargain with, because i didn't figure the rules of the game out, quick enough. experience sucks, though if it were meant to be, yeah right, another fine mess you got me into god. not sure that's a viable defence and I'm not sure the ice is melting or if i want it too. perhaps the challenge, and the safety is in the runner, who won't stop running. avoids tricky statistical errors, and having to make another all in risk

to learn to speak my mind, instead of holding back. the truth, they can't handle the truth, see the spiders, run

to actually help people without putting my foot in it, when i speak. i used to do once, technical Sheppard do i really have to deal with sheep?, what happened with wolves, oh yes they bite back, alpha male or not at all. *sigh* I knew there was a reason i only dealt with women, as a general rule. yet that's hypocritical, rarely both straight with one another, one wants more, the other less.

the alternative political party i still think should be on the cards, yet that won't sell, and neither the satanic party, unless... though perhaps safer to hijack one of the other parties - across Europe yet as it stand the major parties are fascist bastards, and who are too judgemental ignoranant b#stards, not that i could do better, to lead, you'd have to sucome to their ways, bit of a looser for the country really, more reason to choose an opt in government, or get the queen to enforce change through the power of veto. that would at least be funny and British Oh yes i was Europe wasn't i? err.,,,

...oh yes to reduce the entire site to the back of a beer mat so the argument works. with some, others it takes too long to get through their prejudices, my ex for one, perhaps multiple beer mats then you pull the one based on the personality type, so that would be 12 perhaps. get the t-shirts sorted, as one prototype is not moving along, thats more my lack of gravity and cash.

Now to find some helpful volunteers without having to manipulate them into doing it. this is wishful thinking perhaps, but i like to be surprised. isn't this a bit like pushing the dead democrat in the west wing? perhaps truth is stranger the fiction.

it keeps me guessing anyways, I hope, oh yes to finally figure out this psychic crap, least i get too good, and regret knowing how easy it is. I fear it will never come to that, or is that hope. Anyone seen a whale? It's subsided, so perhaps the dominoes image should be ignored, its tempting me, to put pieces in position, make a change, and then what, set the ball rolling, least it hit me first perhaps you don't get a choice, they do, and now i see the boulder going to me or them, a choice must be made, who would i sooner it hit, them or me, give or take, sacrifice the left, or sacrifice the right, the long haul, and the sure sign your never going to please anyone, if your not prepared to loose your queen to win the game. How i wonder what you are?

So that would be more confirmations. come on fess up, when you've been rumbled. scarecrows hmmm i'm sick of over analysing this crap. how long does it take to get good? A break is in order it seems, a rest, to recharge the batteries, lemons you are. Well perhaps not you, your an apple, full of knowledge, but not much else, big improvement on sacks of potatoes women thankfully not had much complaint on that, bigger are more doers. or perhaps its inexperience, in which case, shame on the teachers, is it beauty scares people to open up, and instruct? this has nothing to do with the site, anything, I've got side tracked with human nature, oh dear, a strategic blunder, or a masterstroke in humouring , again with the boulders, seems you have to choose your words very carefully, when dealing with people, least you offend, and if you don't offend the boulder will hit, so get used to it, and it comes back at you. delicate sea saw manoeuvre perhaps play them off against each other. Then we clean the mess up. Opt in government anyone?

how longs a piece of string, it would seem is the correct answer to your enquiries, avoiding jumping to conclusions has pitfalls, but if it keeps the wolves at bay, is it better to tell them what they want, or what they need, i prefer need, but your not welcomed for it. attached. proof by exception, and how do you do that without hindsight, i digress, for i've confused the issue, with multiple possibilities, there's no point in a point, and its the matrix again. should have said that, neo is the Satanist

Death becomes her XIII, this lifetime would be nice, i don't want to do Nevyn. Another rash decision, not mine. of course they probably lied, trance and that type of thing is only for the insane to contemplate, philosophy prophecy is a joke, so its point is to get you expressing possibility, and again with the boulders, now its just getting on my nerves, so thats call it a day, and issue a watered down version...

you see i watered the entire thing down, by going into casual chit chat, it calms the highly strung who lost their sense of humour surely this is another lead in to undermine a British parliament of course, and do i really want them coming to my door, not again, but yes, you see, i have the curtains drawn and ignore it, so I'm at my ex's house, sleeping off the night before. but meh, next. What a to-do remote controlled zombies, laughing their heads off.

The inevitable logical conclusion is in its end, start to finish, the change card, and the snake bites its tail, how i wonder what you are? so get it overdone with, please, just make a decision, least i be forced to stand for parliament, enough is enough, and yes i can watch it go down the swany, for Buddha was smart he just walked. now that ones thrown you hadn't it. the ability to skip a track and do something unpredictable that's what you like about me, really isn't it. all of you, what you hate and what you love.

so let us change direction - once more perhaps, now the icebergs coming, lets hit it, go on it could be funny the devils at the wheel, and the agenda is best served how? with dinner or wine? - oh and for gods sake reduce the number of official languages. pick them out of a hat if you have to... just make sure all the entries read English I can't handle pluralistic burocracy, does my head in.

cant a boy have some fun, now and again. seems not. gibberish ensues at dawn. lost in translation, for i didn't get confirmation, so its but a dream, or is it. how predictable are they. err us, what they fell for that, oh dear, how can we get out of this one? To trust or not to trust, that is the question and a much better starting line up, on your marks get set go.

Winner takes all, so to win is to loose, and to loose is to win. suckers!

Retire and Walk, now where do we do Buddha or compromise and take the cash, I'm for living a life of silence, if i'm brought off, least i do dog, and that masturbation ritual. you know _that_ philosopher, elitist drivel. mines much better, the control is in your hands.

mix and match as they say, hello ladies, and my greatest weakness, is never knowing when to shut up, explaining things.

take the mic and walk away, very, slowly least you offend.

sounds like west wing, wow i have something in common with a fictional character, sounds rather like my life

ca la vi

so here to lies, to put the record straight, and make them sleep without the spiders, for it helps if i'm the only one to see them.

Knight to e4 strategic decision, cost me my life.

act without thinking henry of Navarre and save your life. side step the issue, if only i had known sooner, instinct saves lives. yet get it wrong and there will be hell to pay. another reason to trust the devil, and at least know where you stand if not six feet under.

for the devil is nature, and your the world, so enjoy the sun, and live life to the max

is that breach of trademark, or adverting, revenue, next, i've got a sense of humour, surely that counts for something!

nope another wasted opportunity, to capatalise on the vermin.

shhh Says Angel Gabriel Christopher walken, (just because, ok, that and prophecy rocked, and an image found it funny long storey, and leg tells me backing out, is the correct course, least i get bogged down in fine print, again. close but no tomorrow and the buzzer sounded, so close but not for all the ale joints in the world, where you to talk in this one, you'd be read the riot act, just for speaking your mind, alas sir yorick, horatio killed himself, he couldn't handle it, she's going to blow, oopps she already did, frequently in fact. another lead in, but where to take it, i really don't know, suggestions welcome )

And once more to the catchphrase for Europe and the first democratically elected president "in the devil we stand" i give you our nominee, the antichrist, the first person to try and openly run as himself: gareth bowen. If only he could see the wood for the trees... lady Macbeth i warned you not to ignore the wood, its a fake, but its dangerous as its more then right, its won, and the battles lost, for god is evil, and the devil is good.

I was so hoping of avoiding second place, but to win is to loose, and to loose is to win, so looks like i drew the short straw. Which is shhhh says Angel Gabriel, they will work it out in their own damn time, perhaps not them, for they are fuckwits, but you live and learn, and you've given birth to another alien. 6 of clubs all mine. defeat was what i wanted, now that's got em guessing. if only he could see what we could, or has he ...

second guessing never a good thing, do or do not, but there's no such thing as try, its either give or take, or something in the middle, which is made up of the other two branches, hence the middle path is a misnomer or perhaps it isn't. What's in your wallet, mr smith. mines empty, for you donated nothing but a box of chocolates, which runs nothing, so you have no right to complain to me, or them, at the failure of law and order, for the responsibility is on your shoulders and yours alone, how's that for democleses sword, now if you excuse me I'm going down to the beach to turn the tide, but first, the pub! For something's just really aren't worth the effort. you among them, are the first to know, defeat is not an option, so the tides it is, for we can build a wall, and the tide has driven back, even napoleon could have pulled it off, the tunnel that is, perhaps the pyramids, anything you put your mind to, the question is what's the mind, and is yours to tell, the difference that is, nope nothing there, i can see it in his eyes. test my will, and see how strong the 9 really is. Go on I dare you.

I've over done it again haven't i? ooops please remind me what the virtue of a proportional response was? I appear to have forgotten i'm a mirror image of my father, In the devil we stand. immaculate conception i don't buy. not even once. now twice, there's the ticket...

so long and thanks for all the fish, perhaps not fish, apples, losey grammar and losey symbol. perhaps another more appropriate response, perhaps a devil with horns, female, or has it got to be pen drawn, decisions, decisions, for isn't the symbol more important then the actual underlying philosophy...

Out of curiosity does anyone ever read anything we write? I as sure hell don't. Well sometimes, but it scares me at what comes out. You start believing in possibility least you open the box and reveal the pen is mightier then the sword at midnight. for the moon is full and fear is high, so heres to the sun, and Mithras is now a day older, lets welcome the stars and say good night, and sweet dreams. Its a bit embarrassing in that when your mixing your styles listening to the upper, as well as the lower, you kind of phase in and out, and what you think you write, you don't actually write, female interference (analy) what can you say, perhaps you stick to your own tasks, least your concentration be broke out of hand, chains of bondage, and whos turn is it anyway?

Yet you cant bare yourself to look, perhaps a contract was in order, rather then winging it by the mirror. Another task and another women, just don't let them neat contract law, your in for a surprise, as they never remember what they say and twist their words to suit their mood. With one exception Lilith Pmt is perhaps an excuse, accuracy is important, says the beast who loves in lust XI and wonder can we and should we do better? or is this it. Anyway until they learn to be more logical, perhaps compulsory chess training, we might be in for a long and painful wait, for them to evolve into the lovely honest and knowledgeable daemoness, we so desire. Well each to their own tastes ;) Mine included

So its often easy to be ambiguous when it should have been clearer, perhaps asking and speaking is easer, then the written word, only sometimes.

Perhaps I can delegate, and someone can proof read it, and point out the mistakes, so I can be the knight of swords, and make a mark, in the ace, divide and conquer, and who wants' the city. leave or we nuke, it only that's against international law, I knew there was a catch somewhere, so much for the baby analgy. It doesn't scale up. Perhaps we are back to people, and individuals matter, not the cause.