The Sex Tree™

The idea was simple, link our ex's form the goth map, and perhaps set each other up as well...

Unfortunatly the close minded nature of humanity sunk in.

on the plus side, we could have had a laugh, and well observed the social interaction of the nation and the world, as we studied the safe sex approach and calculated the real risks, perhaps warning people of check-ups etc.

But it never got that far everyone went jealouse on me, saying we can't do that, our boyfriends wouldn't improve.
we can't do that, what would work say, and other lame excuses like they would rate me badley, and its sad, really sad.

a nation of fuck wits, half wits, and well a nation so scared to open up and talk about their past, its frankle embarasing!

i wounder if they can't sign up and link on an anoymous website, can they really be honest when it comes to how many partners they have had, if they were checked out, and well did they have anything?

seems time moves on, and maybe society will open up and learn to appreciate sex is just sex and we can learn from each others mistakes.. i fear i'm ahead of the curve...

1/3 of my sexual parternes at the time of writting was what i got linking to me, and that was an effort and some of them had to be bribed and or begged..

if anything thats perhaps the percentage on the site with sex links, and that's before we even dare try asking anything more "personal" so it seems those who were eager to brag and or open to it, were proved wrong, its not the ones you think, which have the moves and or the skills involved. oooooooooops

so much for the tree, its there weather you sign up or not, just how many links we have, remains a mystery, as people are scared and thats pathetic as i come out of my last gum test, clean and waiting for results...

it's not rocket science but the science of love...

enjoy your time and stop stressing, if you have to go sooner you might as well get it right, only who is right? and who can you trust, and do you still make the same mistakes over again?

so much for tests, as the nurse checks me out, my penis shriveled to nothing because its hidinging out, the spots are nothing, and well IM BORED...

At least a virus would have been interesting -
not really, unless it was new and i still wounder about the differences between french and british doctors, but screw science, and screw openess, just as long as we stay shhhhhhhhhhhh and ignore the fear!

sillly chidlren, actually the older generations are worse! they are so insecure and close minded you wouldn't believe, and perhaps the next generation is as equally as bad, we are a glytch and error in the system as everything goes silence and we compare notes instead!

boring - sebatious glands, and cysts, i've been celibate for a year and thats the best i can come up with after 21 partners in this rolercoaster world of sexual politics as i look at how many they would have slept with. 500 and they are strangley absent from the tree..

as in theory it gets big fast, only we don't talk about it, and perhaps if we don't admit to it, it will go away!

it doesn't

Don't sign them up, and don't admit to them? why and how can they go throughout their life in regret and or fear, its pathetic, you make love for a reason, and you shouldn't be ashamed as everyone teaches you something, and well... who cares!

All i know is that ALL my partners had slept with more then me, up unto no 20...

so how i lead the table on sign-ups is beyond me!

they were wrong about people not signing up, people did, just not many, and well how they can side step their own issues and resposnibility gets a little funney in the end, they really are pathatic and one wounders how any of them will settle down, with that amount of repressed anger, fear, jealousy, and god knows what else as they fear authority??? how would they care, no one hear of article 8.

people shouldn't be using your private life against you, and frankly if your bosses aren't on the tree linked to you! then they aren't worth their salt as you avoid the slavers and the incompetants who are just so repressed and scared of their bodies, they want other to suffer instead, and you want to defend them? and humout them? don't make me sick, your better then that, you all are, and all it takes is one person to be open, and the rest shall follow, as the time of fear is over or should be, in an ideal world as they cower together and stick their hands in the sand.

A little embarrased aew we? nd well scared, ooooops didums.

I would probably screw any of them again, - mine at least, and perhaps the others, if i was introduced accordingly!

which was the point, as we learn to open up and learn to matchmake instead, love is love deal with it folks, i'm sick of your excuses and your pathetic fear, as your relationships fail for the same reasons, and you learn nothing! because of it...

oh well that is life, and ca la vi i suppose, the majority and the incompetance of the world win, as i look to the seven of swords and go, they will never learn, and they never will be free! (or alternativly very expensive if they go pro - which would be illegal) though some might, before the end is out..

*sigh* so much for sex and trees, maybe i should do the washing instead...

now how does one loose the fear, and have some fun as I reflect on teaching instead, so much for war, and love. which is the final destination, if any..

which means the devil wins, as that means letting them go, and letting them be theirselves, ahh sweet, romantic me...

The antichrist wins again, and looses because of it! i should have stayed silent instead, lived in fear and missery and well put up with their object whinning, gods life, and gods world how i love god and her petty insecurity as i bet she would't sign up, in fact she hasn't, as some lovers just haven't got over it!

As shes not the only one of her kind *snigger* as i reflect on the book instead.

maybe i should just give up and write the scipt for dogma II -except not, its not my thing and or my side come to think of it!-

As the ex shows up on the doorstep, and the world goes to shit... because of it!

screw this, lets wank for freedom instead! perhaps not, as i do it solo instead..

where did they all go? sucks to be you, alone at last, and the devil XV in bed, as the auras take me, and i fail to impress... *sigh*

must be an easier way to do this!
Help! suggestions, ideas, and cool women, or sexy vampiric daities like akasha, waiting to be woken up and make their mark - lay waste to the world and errr, perhaps not that dom, as i reflect on catholics instead, nope too much protection they will never get it in their heads, to open up and admit to puvliclly using the condom, naughty girls, whip me anytime you fancy, my dears...

but it still doesn't solve the problem of sign up, oh dear, a block, a wall, a fear what is the devil too do!

temptation, my arse, its too f**king hard to go round seducing every women, i meet just to get them on the bloody site! their has to be an easier way, at doing this! one that works, perhaps...

too much comedy? ooooooooops

So join the tree and link yourself back to the antichrist sexualy, in how many easy steps? A step being a link between two parties who have had full blow sexual intercourse and or have dated for awhile.

You also can link as friends and or business associates but the main purpose of the site was sex links, hence the name

The idea being for people to find out how good they were, what their strengths and weaknesses were as well as means of keeping in touch and or introducing you to new dates

initial members were quick to sign up as i used my charm and seduction and puppy dog eyes to get them on, though i may have resulted in emotional blackmail on a few occasions, unfortunatly it wasn't enough to sell it on, as very few were prepared to push the jealousy angle, get in touch with ex's or speak to them again.

Thus we drastically understimated peoples openess and insecurity of people knowig about their fuck-ups and their mistakes and well their past. oooooooooops

So here it is, our last stand against jealousy, and at the same time trying to use it as a means of teaching the young to open up, and what happens when you have sex with so many people, as so much crap is talked about, that you have to look with your own eyes on whats going on.

though the main reason was to give people self confidence, so it worked in at least once case, i cant speak for the rest... though others can!

It stands to reason those who still fancy you are more then likely to rush to your aid, and well sign up against you, as for being honest most people can string an honest refereral together, and most will say the same thing.

which should be a giveaway, and well if its not, it should be.

some refused to do it, because they feared no one would be honest, but i wounder if thats more symptomatic of their stance towards exs, their insecurity and well people come and go, and aren't too different.

if anything i'm sure a few of us, could at least unite the world in sex, as we observe how cultures and social groups are brought together through the most open and personal connection of all, sex and love...

Lust XI, as temperance has it...

Enjoy yourselves, and enjoy other people as you do what you feel, unto the end... enjoy the moment and move on with it, as you can never take it back, so why live in regret when you can ride the beast, again ;)

So heres the game, linking the world in love and passion, while at the same time revealing the need for safe penatrative sex, toys or otherwise, as we learn to take responsibility for our actions (but you don't need me to tell you that! do you?)

I suppose tongues count for lesbians. perhaps fingers, i'm not really really sure, and maybe oral too, but hell i'd be here all day if i tried to work cyber into the equation. as you know what counts! (I hope)

So the rankings are harmless fun, and a means of rulling out unwanted intruders, as you can set your profile to reject messages from people below a certain score. (cuming soon, or take the amatures again, and teach instead!)

as theyremember those who have no ranking and or referals could be anyone, and the more people they have against them, the more you can check their bakground out and enquire to what makes them tick, assuming your into research. if not meh who cares.

over 18's only, as the rest of the site has the ability to upload images of an adult nature, psychic course notes and worse has pro european political speech on their, as we investigate what makes europe tick.

i assume that is what will anoy most people know, europe shhhhhhhhhhhhh as they let the satanist wican slide, or perhaps not its hard to say, what gets people goat around here!

Perhaps i'm anoyed at the inability for people to open up, and or to pick the elements they like, but so many people said we can't do that, because i don't like your views on that.

now for someone into law, films, philosophy, religion, tarot, clairvoyance, auras and everything from dreams to sex magic, as i look to rejigging a united federal europe to protect our rights, I have to consider on those terms I am shafted.

fot my interests are so vast and multidimensional, ranging from bdsm to the burlesque, even i.t. and the technical side that i have to wounder that for as long as people look for excuses not to do something, then they have found it with me.

this evil world, will never be tolerent as it seeks to conform people to its own 2 dimensional image, which i of course will never do.

so this has cost me everything, and at the time set me free, for at least i spoke my mind, and can die happy becuase of it, your not supposed to copy, to replicate or ignore it, but mearly process it, and move your arguments on, that is all i can do, as i seek to overcome the hurldes of my past, while i process my own flaws as i learn about who i am, and what i can really do.

some of my things, already have disproved the norm, oooooooooops so i was never one for futility, the seven of swords as i serve you all the scape goat.

feel better? i hope so, because your flaws are obvious, and well sooner or later, you can't blame other people for your short comings! you can, but you will never be happy, and neither will anyone who lives with you, dates you, works with you and or fucks you.

image is nothing, substance is everything, so brains need only apply here.

look for whats good, and whats right and focus on the common ground and everyone should find something of interest, but the sad fact is humanity isn't ready for it, and would sooner fight it out, and well ignore the obvious, we are more similer then you care to admit.

so know nothing, and learn everything and well spontinaety, love, trust and well learning improve with time as you learn to beat the system on your own terms, and neo is born!

ok the matrix analgies suck, and i have yet to meet the good kind of trinity, in that oh so slinky pvc, perhaps you can invite her on, and introduce me (or not)

your choice not mine, as people look to pass the message on, instead of obstructing it! the system has you disconected, and your the system, oh dear the landlines dead, and people aren't buying it, because it forces them to look at the world around, and that just is so.........

the choice is yours, and you don't need me to guide you. (else you really are screwed instead)

perhaps not in the good way!

As i remember why i'm here (all be it briefly)...

introducing the rankings, as we silence our critics, and realise that not everything is obvious as i ignore the trinity angle, and the rewrite....

because i rewrote everything, and added my views and my ideas, as i sought to find an angle people will support me on, but instead all they could see is what they hated, and not what they liked, and its starting to sound like the typical relationship forged in hell, people are blinkered to the obvious and it shows.

if only i hadnt bothered, but if i didn't try i wouldn't know, people are fickle and well easily pleased or not, as the ones who signed up wanted to bed me, and perhaps that is it, people only do things for free, if they want to use you, and or trying to please you, as i stress the norm.

seems i've given up too early, and should have left it be, as my fears hold things up, and i stop the explosion happening, people are guilable, and believe what they are told, and openess is used by the masses as a weapon to grind you down, while the system and the core escapes me, for the batteries are useless, dead and buried, and no ones left, so why bother drilling.

why bother humouring,why bother saving when you can shut them out and drown them instead...

so much for oil, and power, the only thing they fear is progress, as evil has won, and its all in gods name, and i'm sorry to have witnessed it.

image was taken way too far, and well screw the lot, i no longer care, as the idea of meeting someone that open minded, to take me for myself and well accept me as is, seems to be neigh on impossible in gods world, as the 1984 humouring mentality, seems to have won.

that and band conversations! which is much the same thing, all be it passion and distraction substain us, its not enough and never will be.

Too much vision, and not enough patience, to ignore the critics and do it for love, as their can be no love in this world...

at least in my case, as they flock to leach off power and reveal themselves accordingly, and so the site ends, the link broken, the connection lost, because they feared to be disconnected from the system which substains them. seems, not everyone is eager to try anything unless the system grants them permission, and i wounder how long before they start dating only after they get it in triplicate too.

least the physical touch and proximity of a loved one, cause you to come down with something, so heres your check and we could even be crafty and introduce the concept that it only protects you around these people, or is that way too cynical as we move onto dna analysis instead...

then again, perhaps we can cope with the stupidy of the man (or women) in love..

the desire of youth to please, as the hormones take over as we blindly follow unquestionaly, as logic is defied and we date those we wouldn't do, all because we needed it, and their lies humanities greatest weakness and its strength, for the cybermen, cylonic borg clones who would strive to strip us of love, passion and emotion, and or striving to reveal it, must be defied at all costs...

least we end up alone, and bored and well, i'm not sure really! which is perhaps why i hesitated too long, and failed to take the risk.

As they get old and jaded, damaged goods, closed and silent, and well the loves been lost, and so has the trust.

so have we lost the lot, have I, or have i sucomeed to the mask and something i'm not, in order to humour the world, political, business and well otherwise, i hope not as i'd rather face death then sell my soul again..

lilith took it, and i can't surivive another onslaught or to merge the facts, and or try and hide something, like well my life! for one, its take it or leave it time, you accept the terms, the man, and the views or you do not, in which case you move on and can screw yourselves, for all i care.

your fear, is your fear not mine, and i'm under no doubt that humanity would see me burn, for being myself, for speaking my mind, and well daring to love, and well i no longer care, humanity and your gods are evil in my eyes, i know whats right, whats wrong, and your pretence fools no one, i see your fear and i choose not to lower myself to your level by manipulating it.

instead i will teach and or help and seek to help you overcome your flaws, if anything to protect you from the other half wits who move against you, so what if you all know how to make nukes, and or care to use them. your life, your world and your all equal in my eyes.

no amount of numbers and or flags can grant those people more power then another set, the child alone and naked will still be entitled to the same rights as america, france, al quada and any other group.

for geogpraphy is irrelevent, and the world belongs to no one, and everyone, so make your excuses and learn nothing, your treachery and your lies are enough for me to scorn you, your hypocrisy reaks and well i no longer care for any of you.

so if i seek the weak, and or the vulnerable i will do the only thing thats left, share my knowlege freely, and watch as your chains are broke, because ignorance is bliss but the apple of temptation, the seed of knowlege will eat them away and set them free!, for once you know, you know and their is no changing that.

your belief is pointless, and a waste, for their is so much out their and you will know none of it, because your incompetance shows, as you seek to bring them all down, and hide their birthright, as i come the devil insted.

So make you choice, to be or not to be and wheather its best to act in silence, or stand back and do nothing, as you watch it burn!

So thats the end of it! You either become so laid back, casual, tolerent of everything, and easy going. or so bitter and closed to everything, that you hinder everything you touch.

So who am I? and who are you? and what does it matter, as i ignore the auras and wounder should i sell my soul once more, or forget it instead.

Sometimes you learn things a little too late, and it shows...

Perhaps you don't want the clingy begineer, and the person who's gone too far, well they might not really care enough to save you, when the shit hits the fan, and it shows.

for the slaver will always fall, to knowlege and that the point, ignorance is bliss, but someone always figures the flaw out, and then your tested.

can you bite the bullet, and admit your flaw, or not?

if not, you better hope your gods and your leaders can save you, for i will come and rip you apart, and think nothing of it, your words betray you, as you forget what you did, and how you did it, and worse your clairvoyance broadcasts across the room, as the image of your fear flashes in my head, and the auras surround you, and the question is asked, what did that mean? and why did they do it? i spot a flaw, and the devil, isn't liking the anomoly, as i pick, pick pick and work it out.

whats wrong with this puzzle, what wrong with that, and why don't i want to proceed with it! ahh the voices had it, i should have trusted my gut, and ignored the screams for they wern't my screams, and well the world moves on, and i can't do this now.

i retire, I quit, i can no longer do i.t. and work for another, its not right, and its never will be and i know its my death, and i can no longer hope but to shrug my shoulders and go meh, who cares, i've done my bit and it's wasted (as i couldnt adjust in time!)

so much for progress, i failed to change the world and now its over...

did i have a chance, and was i meant to suceed, or do something else instead? if so what? and with no support, your asking a lot, to get the job done, even i can't substain myself with dreams and or surges as the pleasure waves deminish and well i realise its all for nothing, i failed and the nuggers too sparce, to scare for anyone to really notice...

perhaps thats my mistake, not theirs as i know humanity isn't likely to dig and look for the gold, the alchemical formula was wasted, and so is this, a waste of time, as the consultancies come begging, only not because i'm a wash out, and have nothing left, you took the lot..

Irony that what i was paid for, was to be stupid, and the times i spoke my mind was given freely and ignored and or scorned, because its not your thing, and its not your belief, and its not your knowlege, and thats the problem intolerance wins, good is dumb, and its down to riddick to save the day.

and thats the problem, as riddicks love for life is gone, and now its over, for if you strike me down, i shall become more powerful then you can impossibly imagine, as i resort to film anaolgy instead.

For its infuriating to be told one thing, to have them mean another, distracting as hell when you get conflicting advice with the imagry at hand. Which is why I prefer the signals to match on all counts. I don't like liers, cheats or anything else, note i've been with people when i've been single, while they have done the cheating, I don't condone not saying anything, in fact more people will tolerate it openly then the other.

Strange that, we think cheating is wrong, but its the going behind out back which is the alarming one. Perhaps we are more like wolves then we realise. Love without jealousy.

Admitedly commitment is not to be rulled out, and I hope you find what your after, theres no single one fit all solution, hence people come and go, drift, move on and stay in touch, and people recover, and learn from their mistakes. So perhaps not wise to count someone out, rash judgement is never a good thing.

Holding grudges is a thing of the past, get even or let it slide. Water off a ducks back, why get reduced to petty squabaling, or trying to please everyone all the time. its not going to work, and never will.

It can't be done, and its surprising humanity has substained complexity this far, as the systems dumbs it down from one generation to the next, because it hides thier incompence, and protects their holdings, which the others prey on...

oh dear

Choose the victor, and split the spoils my bargins are at an end.

you know my price, and you know my terms, deal with it, for you won't find me selling it, explaining it, and or humouring your word.

now ask your questions and i will answer them, but i may not be inclined to fill in the gaps, and or explain your weakness, as my humour becomes my last refuge for peace on earth.

told you to think, and it seems my words do nothing, so perhaps you need to be tought a lesson, by example

and that was that! never faltered, and never chaged, and never wanted anything in return, other then my house paid for, no more debt and an ability to hide in dagobar

(which should have been mos isley, but it seems the auras have swung my mind, go figure.. and your confused as i fill in the gap, the pub! it wasn't that empty, as i contemplate staying home, as the empire comes instead, and takes the lot, and or destroys it all, oh dear so much for freedom, love, politics and power...)

Lilith was her psudonum, though in reality, shes more then one person. majority wins, so shes gets the lot, its less hastle and is forgiveness for my over defensiveness of youth, and an inability to let go, so much for mixing my terms.

Of course two could fit that description, but the first was not very nice, while the other one thought she wasn't very nice, but actually is. silence is the best option, by all accounts, and as yet, she refuses to sign up. Suicide was an option, in which case those that made the link, would be safeguared a seat in hell on the executive table, assuming anyone believed that hype.

It's just an idea, and always will be, one for freedom, and one for love, the independent spirit to do as they will, and do away with negative repercussions and all that unnecessary bagage, understanding where you've been, puts great promise in understanding your decisions, and your actions in future actions, the path less travelled as you will.

Now wisdom earned on the trail of nieve virgin to tantic sex god.

Don't believe a word of it. Women are incapable of honesty, i use that statment in a statistical majority so favoured by the house of commons. Where you no longer treat people as individuals, but as slaves, to be filed, stamped and indexed as will. Women were and never will be just a number, and I always liked to please, but you have to remember a few small important facts.

Genetic or otherwise, women have a tendacy of kicking back verbally as a defensive reaction, rather then resorting to the other. that means they are finaly crafted at killing boys, or putting them in control, but by the time you reach manhood, they have no effect. perhaps its irony that man are destined to lead, because by the time we are immune, the women are the ones who are eager to please. Thats the joke of evolution. Of course it doesn't fit the modern world and discrimination law, but it should be observed, statistically they are more likley to misquote themselves.

i.e. "no means no" a cliche, was in actual fact. "not with someone who doesnt facny me", or say in another case, "ask me in an hour" this is from harmless flirting and confronting a women, with facts, never confront a women with facts, or tell her shes wrong, she will bite your blody head off, and if she want it, instead of saying so, and you fail to mind read, yes psychic does not preclude the ommision of sin.Stupidity being one. they will storm up stairs, bite your heads off, or do anything else, other then just say it. hindgsight is 20-20. women tend to close down and shut you out, do silent treatment to punish, men kind of do the opposite. well in my case, except for lilith when she left, but that was reversed, as soon as she reversed tactics and ran, so perhaps a compromise, you want them to chase, you do nothing and run, and if you want them to leave you be, you chase. reverse psychology at work, so perhaps the sexes are more similar, just not statistically with remembering their words.

Weakness and being a walk over, was never away to a womens heart, they are hardwirded for jerks, and people who take the piss, tease. Those who stay with jerks won't get hurt, it is why the good and the gly get on well together, for the ugly care not, and will take risks, while the good looking person will be so insecure, incinsere to not be worth bothering, or vulnerable to heartache. Its a sad world, and i've seen too much to be amused by it. You learn the hardway or not at all.

So perhaps I should have mastered the easy target, but i'd always prefer an equal in mind, body and spirit, i'm sceptical she exists. Id see through the fakeness in a moment, the shoes give it away, or perhaps its something else, their bodylanguage, or just their age, the scarlines, their eyes, their experience, like attracts like, and yet their seems to be a need to attract a certain type of person when the need arises, so what does that say about me, eager to please, and now to apathetic to care, immunity from love by Lilith. you have to admire her sense of worth, while she runs i'm safe, and my heart is safe in a box, locked deep beneath the world. What was passion? I forget...

So here's to those who are here for love, those who here for passion, those who are here for fun, lust and experience, we cater for all and i'm sure you'll find what your looking for, someday soon. Just be yourselves or you are nothing. Thats all I ask,

i've grown sick and tired of the pretense of old. So if i laugh and smile I really do mean it, its not unusual to be loved by anyone....

feel free to shoot me for that one, or perhaps not, someone is bound to take it too literaly, the worlds moved on multilingual society, actions speak louder then words, the wentess give the game away, or is that the hard on, lead me around and I shall cut you down, or is that humour you for pleasure, or the riddle to solve, mystry then apathy, sex and the sleep, how i wounder what we were?

So now the worlds moved on and its somewhere bleak under the moon, before the misletoe rush, bah humbug, and i missed y date, i mistook the date, arse and so easily done, when staying up past midnight, all track of time, and whats left, nothing for we hae died, perhaps death is the only option, and let us hope the change is good.

For sucess breeds confidence, openess and fun, so come on down and make your match, begin again, and learn some news.

For truth tells all, and I know your checking out the boy on the left. So walk away, and i shall sucome to the pretty red head, under the sun. Dyed you understand, not one for nope thats discriminatory, so if you hit on people of the opposite sex, does that mean your in breach of sexual discrimiantion statue for not hitting on people of the same sex? just the wording says, and their are statues which say unless expressed othereise it applys to both sexs, that actions to one and not the other are discriminatory, I think all straight people are in breach of the human rights act, or at least british statute, bugger that includes me, perhaps i should don a wig, and go chassing, just to elude to the fact.. and no to the threesom unless its two women, we've covered this ground already.

how i got into this, is beyond me, oh yes I listened to the enthusiasm and acted on it. So thats what I do, if someone wants or needs someone, and its in my power to help, then I shall do my best to try, thats what gets me off, that and .. perhaps not in public for that one. more your wishes are my desire.

So perhaps corporate politics si in order, unless i have to fake serenity, i'm not sure i can cope with that, unless under duress, then perhaps thats justidication, no i'm at odds, as people should be boosted, so wheres an honest devil cross the line. tell me what you want, what you realy want, and I shall see if I can deliver if not, i'm sure i can fob you off, with a cheaper alternative, perhaps ask around, mention no names, how the world, gets off on silence, is beyond me.

Life is in the living, and living it should be fun, and open, and enjoyable, which shold be the excitement, so what gets you off? and whats in your wallet, for i'm not sure I can stand, without the world of mouth. Is everyone getting a blowjob? Thats what it is, isn't it. having so much pleasure, and personal enjoyment, nothing is getting done, but at least on the bright side, no ones getting killed, well not untill the ex's get back. [Shouldn't that be current lover? [not sure, i can't keep up, its on/off, and they love the sex]] good job's no ones watching, are you sure? they have turned in for the masturbate for britain, no I mean europe campaign. Apples anyone, before we begin?

Ratings Explained

Your loves, and aren't you lucky to be getting some! Score you out of 10 on how they performed. They do likewise, then the all sumed up to give you a grand total which places you anywhere from virgin to tantric sex god, and its all harmless fun, to make you realise your good in bed!

as most people fear their performance for no good reason, they really do love your bits! no matter what sex you are!

however not everyone can be perfect on everything, hence why you list their strengths and weakneses to send them on their way, and help the next lot out. perhaps you can use their ratings to filter them out, as other seek to improve isntead! what yever you do, not go complaining to me, like you wern't warned! as people signing other people up and rating them, should be deemed as references on their performance, and their agability, scary people, who are scared to be themselves just wouldn't sign up. (well rarely anyway!)

,I'm not sure what else to do, as i tempt you into being open, honest and yourselves in love.

Eitherway these is a bottle of wine for the first person to beat me in the rankings!(why hasn't this happened yet? not that i mind overly, but i was expecting it to happen oh so fast, oooooooooooops)

and this is where they change their tune from your crap in bed, to we don't sleep with just anyone! neither do i, it seems as i only go for the oh so best *cough* and well.. come on people, stop hiding its time to share, and be open in love...

perhaps i should try guily tripping, and play on their fears instead (how low can you go) in such a hurt puppey dog tone, as i try and get some progress on the issue, never works for long, loosers the lot of em!

As I concentrate on the winners instead.(everyone who signed up!)

I only sleep with sensible, loving people who aren't going to get cought in the crossfire. Never works like that, black widows (spiders), alcahol, and i'm sure i'm not the only one to be burnt, when it comes to love as it often takes awhile to open up.

But thats life, love and well sex in general, and i'm amazed how some of the women who were so open, with questions and getting me to open up, aren't on here! seems one and a crowd aren't the same thing and well perhaps i'm no longer shy on that regard...

So back to safesex

Be prepared, and learn how to cope, when the condom breaks, unintentionally...

Never a good thing! or to go fishing (uck) as it slipps off, oh for the so romantic mood gone, as a new game commences...

Nor is it good when it smells of fish! Iust say no to unhyginic conditions, or if it just feels wrong, never say i didn't warn you.

I can only tell you the truth, and its up to you to judge responsibly, your body and your risk, and well you pain, as the catholic dom gets paranoid again.

Lets focus on the positive instead, seduction and love.

- Just don't put a jar of choclate body paint in the microwave, they come with foil tops or some of them do, and thats a bad thing! as we are talking metled plastic in our rush to perform, and well it ruins the taste, the moment and well the mood, and perhaps the microwave too, all be it arcing sparks are impressive!

though i for one, would prefering the arcing to be in bed. Melted was so not good, but the womens taste (not fish) more then made up for it.

and you'd be amased at what such a women can do with a sure deodrant bottle, Apparently its hot and cold, ahh to be chained up, and confess you sins.

Wait, isn't that technially in breach of international law? torturing the mind, as i so want it more...

Someone needs to put a clause in stating its ok to consent to pleasurable experiences, worhship the whore (strictly no whore) but oh so fun..

as the law takes centre stage instead

People tend to clamp down on sex, as a means of destroying our rights and our freedoms, and well its easy to play the fear card and sex has it, so easy to scare people into submission and ignore the positve instead, oh dear people talk and open up, they might realise what's going on instead! sharing ideas, and talking in bed, how dare they, its a national security risk, quick pass a law, banning gay marriage, straight marriage and any and all casual sex, we can't have the nation talking and opening up, quick move to auzwitch, and lets nip this in the bud, for how dare they try gnostic sexual trances, while being tied down they could destroy the world, as the lesbians move in for the kill, no whip me one last time, as i focus the mind and record it for education pursposes (arse i knew i should have brought a camera!), ahhh article 8, 0 and 10 where did you go....

Something that needs safeguarded in writting, hence the human rights act to begin with, as you will always get prudish religious fools, who fear sex, the body and look to scape goat it for the worlds ills, its all bollocks and those who are being tied down and whipped are perhaps the most open and balanced of the lot! while the religious puritin right, look to slavery, fear and control and making man in their image, afraid scared, and well boring and well prudish as well, i'd rather die then that those pricks win.

so take the photo, and send it on, how i love to watch you wank and me likewise, and those chains of bondage, is it your turn or mine? to have some fun...

Never underestimate what people can and are willing to do in the name of pleasure, sex and experimentation, and it is in those people where freedom lies.

All the rest know is fear, restriction and an inability to open up. if you don't believe me, look how they are scared of their own image, and worse what others will do and say, an inability to take responsibility for their lives, their faults and face the battle inside, looseing the fear, as the devil backwards is lived!

So those who dare, and who will push back the boundaries of humankind, an defy belief and go for openess instead..

will ultimatly change history for the better, as they overthrow the shackles of fear, authority and stupid close minded persecution, which the slavers of old, would be oh so proud of...

either way you can and you will and make the differnece if you learn to open up, just don't hurt yourselves too much, in the process, as trust is a dangerous skill to learn, least you get burnt, in the process, as its worth it in the end, to face the fires of openess, and passion as we make strides because of it, shame about the prision of the mind, which linquires elsewhere.

so learn to make the difference

when doing extreme sports, you consent to the risk, you push the boundaries and go for the rush, we can and we will achieve anything we want in life, if we only dare to strive for it!

though the risk is perhaps offset by a good medical plan, and well some safety precautions first, who did pack that parachute, and were they any good, same with condoms, who made them and is the quality up to speck...

Has anyone tried having sex, while jumping out of a plane? not sure how you'd wing that one, without freezing your balls off in the process. not the safest sex i can think of, but perhaps not the worse.

Your likely to edd up in the heathcare home, with the nurses watching the mentally ill patient who gave himself a blowjob because of his 12inch dick, not sure thats teriably decient of the young women involved, and or leagal come for that, though i hear they are geting surogates, which is good. they must be getting better sex then i am. how the hell can you function with a 12 inch dick must be what turned him insane, as you only for fat women, because the other thin framed women would be lucky to fit a 5inch dick in, let alone 6.. so perhaps size isn't everything, as you look to what works best with you..

Seems, i lost it instead. perhaps a finger instead, as i'm way too big to make love to you, that must be worse then anything, so i will be happy to stick with the average, and be able to have a range instead, i hate rulling people out, its just not on! each to their own, and the advantages, of bg tits, while the others, nopt can't do that, and that frame oach the bone so hurts, and yet sometimes, the balance is worth it, as it just fit and its, well....

the fires of passion, till the bitch comes out and extinguishes the lot, oh for hell, and the absence of a women scorned....

but you've got to admire a man, for trying despite the odds..

I'm sure i could have done it once, and forgot about it, ignore her broom and well perhaps charge for my services instead, its only sex ,and thats all you get, you suck at this! and well i know what you like as you go and do the washing up, *Cringe* I knew their was a reason i left you, and stayed open instead, oh small doses as they look to my equipment instead! and you thought men were bad, they only want me for my body, and not one of them has the balls to discuss anything openly, or even debate the law, philopshophy or the psychic side, and politics forget it, stuck with the morons of music and bands!

now i knew why i stayed silent, and perhaps they would have been wise, to have let me stay silent, as no sooner as i'm open you can't shut me up and their incompetance shows because of it!

see the beuty of progress, i'm sure some of my old ones would love it, but it would be like lecuring the sea, as not even i can change the tides of their incompetance, that is their job and well i'm no king canute, as i would build a damn instead, or just pull the plug, and blow the whole damn lot, and watch the waterworks commence because of it. slow learner, but we get their in the end. never humour a women, and be scared to show your self.

As a women gradually (the pro catholic dom) bridges me to kneel and perform for her pleasure, oh if only i had done it sooner, i can't do that, its noooooooo. what you really like it? oh go on then, how's this as she watches my face, and i explode on the scene, ahh satisfaction guarenteed as i go public instead.

no more shame

as we no longer are scared, and realise the power of the body and being watched instead. Perhaps i should, have gone for the sexchange, as i learn the womens tricks instead... though not used to my satisfaction mores the pity.

so its time to wank for freedom, and protest against those who scare people away from sexual images, they are insane, as its by looking viewing and doing you loose the fear and go no big deal, while the assies clamp down on it, and the peopel get afraif and most likely dangerous and worse because of it.

surpression is a dangerous thing, it will explode and bite you on the ass, be open and let the pressure go, sex is fun and lighthearted and if we can't take pleasure in each other bodies, then what else remains..

politcs and the censors, and loosing the lot

It stopped, perhaps an exserise in humiliation, and i assume humiliating yourself dones't breach anything? Else the mps in parliments would really be screwed, and not like john major was, which just showing us how we really don't care, and it showed as they ignored the wank for freedom blurb, as the whitehouse and the eu commission deleted it instead, did they watch the vidios though and the magical child being born? guess not, ooooooooops

shhhhhhh not even the sun, ran with it! or the mirror, how naff is that? a people and a public afraid of sex and heres me having made a wank vidio sent it to all the tabloids to promote human rights and no one cares! not like it just went to britian, europe the states, africa and a few other sites as well, even the radio and all for what, nothing because no one cared!

to listen, to watch or to view, or even to go with freedom, perhaps we are free all ready, and its SO BORING, who wants to watch a women playing, let alone a man, no more sex for you tonight, its your performance instead...

i assume i was crap, and it failed to inspite the public eye, though one women cc'd in the pub, was at least margingly impressed, ahh to loose their fear and tempt them instead...

assuming it was good, now how many mps are willing to rate themselves in public? or go nude and wank to avoid totalitatian aims, i assure you its a safe guard, appearing nude, defenceless and open with no more shame to serve the public and give them pleasure....

maybe we should get the chilian stripper to do it, as she teaches the prudes to open up on the metro, you see progress is slow, and well people are fearful of this, our bodies, your body my body and the power to know, and the power to mock them is immence...

especially the tabloids over bdsm relationships as it backfires in their face, when people loose the shame, you look like an arse... if you try to scare them instead.

so back to saftey and the consent for pain

accidents happen, and well you have to know the risks and act accordingly, not every one is forgiving and or open when it comes to reigning their jealousy in, so spite goes nowhere, just remember that, if your wrist is twisted, and you twist theirs in defence, the public will assume the man is bad, and yet its pointless because her wrists are thicker then mine, they haven't been keeping up with how strong women are, and or their art.. this is an equal community and they can kick your arse, and do so, as i even met one satanist bloke who had had his head fractured by a women in violent sex games, and still they walk, amazing, seems male sterotypes, and the fragile women is being played by both sides, and it sucks, they are equal or they are not! make your bleeding minds up.

I would, or rather i think I already have.

inferior, closeminded, intolerent, stupid and an inability to regurgitate a converssation accuratly, and will always suck compared to a men mentally (chess proves it) and so there we have it, prhaps they are weak and need thier protection and while your at it, remove them from the priesthood and politics and the law because they can not be trusted to write a statement down accuratly or even work in any profession, you want to humour their weakness, then so be it. i won't if you thik they are weak remove them from power because they are a liability, if on the other hand you think they can give as good as they can get, and they can learn to be as good as a man when it comes to logic and chess, then go for it, let them try and i will watch you fail, for these pricks have anoyed me, and well two can play at that game.

you do things for the right reasons, and you each take your own risks, if you can't take a risk then you shouldn;t play the game, and further you shouldnt cross the line and start assuming because something should have happened it should be punished, because someone could have stolen your mail, you have to learn. trust is trust and most people want to help, and thats the problem with life.

love and everything, you have to learn that you cant have a sociery which promotes responsibility and love and well an acceptance for risk if those who have an accident go crying that it wsn't their fault, if you do that you will instead evolve a sociery which seeks to remove risk, and in turn stop people who are adults do their thing. it will result in slavery, povery and abstract misery as everyone will be too scared of everyone else to do anything, and its the puritans again.

you can't humour women and play double standards in your investigations, you ahve to treat people as equals and or individuals or recognise women for what they are, the weaker sex, i no longer care.

just so long as if they are going to be the weaker sex, you are going to have to come up with a way, of ensuring their lies and their fears, and their incompetance don't hurt people, and that might mean all sex is recorded and or done in public, perhaps with a surogate instead. its the handmains tale, oh my god how society has tumbled into such turmoil, such fear and such incompetance.

the hypocrisy sucks, and it shows, i'm no longer happy when it comes to sex, and i had to learn the law to realise hoq prejudiced the police were (some at least) and then i ginore them and realise i am right, they are wrong and i can't help but thinking that freedom, love and openess has to being somewhere...

your first instincts are usually the right ones, and lilith was right, eve was wrong, and it oh so sucks to go against your instinct, and be burnt because of it, the irony of love, life and fear you should learn to trust your psychic side, and only go with people you love, as not everyone can be open like you and me, as we face our biggest hurdle to date, god is evil and the devil is good...

but good is dumb, and it seems evil wins, as people sucome to fear, rather then happyness

i have failed, and the world suffers for it

so much for politics...

So the first open politician, whos solicited his private life for all to see, and tried to preach openess and spoke his mind, like lilith wanted me too.

perhaps not on camera but well you can't have everyting. not without a royalty cheque! at least.

so much for the freedom of choice, freedom of expression the freedom of love, and soit begins.

Smeone has to show the world you shouldnt be ashamed of anything, and live life accordingly, as the women can beat me up any day of the week (well some at least) just don't rape me again, as i've just been checked out, and its getting old! the dom who failed to use a condom! against my wishes, not a lot a man can do while chained prone to the bed. oooooooooooooops but at least, it was fun, and there are worse ways to go!

all clean, and it shows, as this is all good healtyh public entertainment ...

least we get onto the 18 thing again. So what was the romatnic comedy with the politican, who went after the hotel waitress, and the papers said it would destroy him, but in turn love won the day....

perhaps the papers need to review thier actions a little more closely, and cupid wins in knowlege after all. *sniiger* their hypocrisy and double standards is worse then the politicians, and they should be asgamed at their incompetance as they spread the fear, and don' tlook to rising above man kinds folly as they focus on happyness, and solutions over fear and restriction instead.

as we repeat ourselves, for we can be open, or closed and the choice is yours, just don't let all that hard work go to waste, opening up is one thing, as i tempt her to be themselves, but to throw it away and use it against people, and or abuse it, in fear is such as waste, and well adds nothing, as i look to the future instead...

oooooops seems diplp-what? as i fuck the politics up, and the love and well the openess, as the world just isnt ready for me yet! my openess, was what they requested, my dominance and when i showed it to them, and spoke my mind they ran in fear, and thats the irony of life, and love on earth the devil has the lot, and no one wants it.

because they fear the lonlyness of the crowd, and my irony is freedom is in the solidarity of the individual as while i lost the lot, and the devil wins, i know that i am better because of it, and well its better to live one day in hapyness, alone and unafraid then a lifetime of slavery, scared of authrority your own loves, and your own actions as any idea i tried, and thats why i know i'm right, and why i will die happy.

because you can't tuck the devil, when it comes to peace on earth, i want none of it, and am happy to roam free, as only gods fears openess, the power of the world, the people and well knowlege in their hands, for one she would have to learn, and thats whats shes ashamed off, i win, she looses.

check mate in 5, and it sucks to be me, and i may have got it backwards, but at least thats lived! and not the other...

so do as you will and sell your souls to god, and be something your not, i know better, and if you hate me because of it, fear it and well your loss, not mine, for i have seen the flaw and i fixed it!

that is why i lost the fear, and shine in the moonlight because of it

a star was born, and it fades this night, for i gave up and grew silent in the end

the loss of the priesthood, as i no longer care, as i know they will never listen, so why bother

shhhhhhhhhhhhh

of course, i could rise above it, but i can't and well i could write a book of slavery, but thats what the last lot did, as they sought vengance instead, instead i can only do the other thing, write a book which tells you how to learn, so one day people may be opene, and may share their feeling and well the light might shine through, as openess wins, and i can only hope that while i can no longer face the crowds, and the hurt of their incompetance, writting at least might stand the tests of time, and make the difference, all be it. its crap

knowlege shared, and the apple of temptation as i seek to fight the ignorance of god , and the grasp of evil on the nation and the devils world. i fear i came too late, and i never did enough, and or pushed it enough, and well i am just a man, and it shows...

(though not, in gum health checks, unless the nurses, learn to speak dirty instead!)

o knew their was a reason, for the wank video, either way enough crap, and enjoy my book. if your good i might even finish it!!! unless, you like to be left wanting, unsatisfied, and eager for more... told you not to teasw me, i win at this, for i know more *snigger* well when it comes to breaking pro female doms, it seems i win...

and thats just sex, the site on the other hands, is all hear, and speaks for itself

if i miss something, shout, and i will do my best to replace it, fix it, or add to it,

as i'm just here to please (or something like that) your will, not mine. now state your business, and your pleasure, before i loose the time...

love n hugs

the antichrist

(note only partially the antichrsit, being a state of mind and all, and besides who can be sure which is which? The upper or the lower, check the tree of life, not the sex tree, for one is the mind, the other the body, and its confusing isn't it, but do catch up, and enjoy the rest. Would now be agood time to mention the sex magick poem the holy of holies, or is that pushing the foundations of belief, a little too much. You know i'm going to get wronged for that one, but someone got to end the stupidity, before we all end up in smoke, pacifist bridge of compromise, intelectual bullets, who am I kidding, this is never going to work, without another war, in which case whos up for another appocolypse in the name of freedom