Philosophical Ramblings
"Now I’m not some grungy wannabe filmmaker
that’s searching for existentialism through a haze of bong smoke or something.."
~swordfish
"...i'm worse,much worse" - gareth bowen
Introducing
Gareth Bowen's tried, and tested?
version of Satanism , ooops i've said a dirty word, because you've
all been too conditioned
to serve, so how about another form of libiterianism...
In the meantime the moralists amongs us, shall for ever be the bad guys, screw individuality, lets sell our souls to god and be something we're not, lets slave away and destroy and impose our will on mankind,
let us be something we're not, all in the name of fear all in the name of control.
not on my watch, as i'd rather loose the fear
and burn in hell. then conform to your will, to your image, to your authority, and be saved by you.
As your price is too high, and I want freedom and individuality instead.
you have no right to dictate to me. what is fine and what is good. For their can be no good, when you pass rules and laws which fail to conform to
100% of the souls on this earth. Your fear, your risk, and your selfishness as you seek to take
our right to freedom away.
And you dare stand before me, and preach this crap, that we should kneel to
jesus to be saved, convert to islam and any of the other god religions, for what?
so you can keep your petty positions, to move ahead, so you can stop thinking and
live off the back of others, you selfish man.
Yes i've seen what you preach, what you teach. All to preseve your petty hierarchy
as you keep the people in chains again.
And you dare bring your armies here, to this home, to this shore to teach us, as
I look to your numbers and go you have learn't nothing in the last 2000 years, nothing.
not one of you has move it on, as you look to others to blame for your own selfish
inadaquacy...
so much for morality, i spit on it, as it's done nothing but bring evil into this
world...
and that is why i
will bow to no one, for your evil has destroyed the world, and i would rather stand
in the devil's name, and fight for freedom, fight for love,
honour, independance and may individuality then let your jealouse love, your kind
of fear, and your kind of law win through here.
As i'd rather bite the apple, and escape the ignorance of bliss line, as you will
not use me for leaverage again. treat me as an equal or I will run you through,
and I don't care how many of you there are, your find free men here. now get out
of my government, get out of my space, and get away from this site, as i would stand
as one or 300 against your kind.
Now live in peace...
Parliment and the people have no juristiction over another person's
belief's, thoughts or convictions and i don't care how many of you there are in your "democracy" its
not right, and never will be again. Our risk, our choice, and anything between consenting adults goes. now fuck off and bother someone else, please you stench is starting
to fowl the air, you evil, evil moralist, you...
Do as you will shall be the law here, and respect the name of the game. the
freedom of choice, the freedom to do as you will, and the freedom to leave people
be, as you let them or teach them to be all they can be. Which is a little different
from teaching them to serve, as you tempt them into opening up instead, how about
that for starters.
instead of closing thier mind, limiting their futures tempt them into trying new
things, meet the doms, open up, and enjoy the pleasure once again as the antichrist
arrives and shows you some other ideas...
So a change of tactic, words not violence here. can you even learn to negotiate
with the devil, and keep your word, can you come to terms with the small print,
or are you too stupid for that. i told you the truth, it was you who lied, as you
failed to investigate further, and twisted the perspective for your own warped ideas.
shame on you, now you get what you deserve, should have thought ahead, and made
a move, but alas you never wanted to help did you, as we reveal your lies, your
treachery. as we show how you put your belief before their knowlege, shame on you.
how many people did you think you could kill, to keep your secret safe, how many
book destroyed, how many people persecuted, because they learn't more then you?
So much for their interests you selfish, selfish man, as you censor the news, censor
the press, and censor the people, all for what their interests, how dare you assume
to know what we want, when I never voted for any of you. you illiterate, uneducated,
idol worshiping moron.
Please. No more making war in gods name, while you
justify the fear. Please. cut
the judgmental crap it's not helping anyone. i'm right and your wrong are
silly ideas, and anyone can reverse anything as simple as pi. while humpty dumpty
dances and goes words can mean what ever you need them to mean. You either use them
to help, or you use them to destroy.
so remember this as you enslave and preach your restrictions. your fooling
no one here, and thats why knowlege will break you, as we the people will question
your lies, and reveal your true face, so you better shape up and learn to face your
fear, and your "so help me god" won't help you here, because we're the devil, and
i've exposed lies,and now i'm going to rip you apart, in the devils name, in the
name of truth, justice and the european way...
too much? I do lay it on thick at times, as i try and get back to philosophy
and not religion! there is a subtle difference non?...
i have the ability to argue it, for i don't censor and control it, my mind is open and well absorbs everything, the experience is pleasure,
and the mood happiness, make sex not war, and enjoy the carnal pleasures the world
brings in peace. and
still they moan, as they cling to insecurity and, the choice scares them and i've
still not moved on yet.
why so boring.
to be restricted, to cling to the living death. infinite imposibility and they destroy it with belief, so loose the belief and change your
reality. nothing is impossible if you set your mind to it. - all be it time constratins may apply - come on people, get real it's time
for a change the tide
god is evil, and the devil is good from here on in.
As i get back to philosophy (I hope)...
So then there's the extentionalist argument (sorry swordfish), which is nonsensical because it was
invented by morons trying to shoe horn a set of views, under a contradictory umbrella that no one can agree on. so much for individualit as
the academics look to big words, and quoting other people to try and prove they
know something about anything.
as i disguise my disgust at not one of these book worms have an once of practle
experience when it comes to the psycic side, at trying to move it on. their worse
then the sheep who kneel to christ, and the other prophets of old.
does no one think anymore?
way to go folks! you must be so proud as we seek to break the greats, and come up
wihth something else instead. None of it works, you can reason to the ends of time,
and sooner or later you need to know instead, to prove it, and to come to terms
with the impossibility of existence and move past it. so lets move it on.
"existence is paradox, their are no rules only
soutions" - gareth bowen
and there it ends as the rest is bollocks.
arse? Do i have to explain this, bugger..
two lines of thought, ignore time its relative and falls back on itself.
atheist view: matter came first, but how did matter come into being,
as you have to have someting for matter to form, and in if you go back far enough
then nothing could exist, and if it did. how? it can't create itself, and if it
did, isn't that rather impressive..
religious nut view: that ok the religious nuts say as they fall
to their knees and prey, god created it all, no loose ends here. gods a genious
a creator, and we worship in his name, but
wait i say. what of god? who crated this
supernatual being, this inteligence which sparked this off? you've forgotton something
haven't you.
for god to exist, he would have to create herself, and for inteligence to form then
you have an issue. becuase it does't exist yet and this is where they fall down,
as none of them can handle this. as i get monks going but its not impossible for
god, as i curse and go they haven't grassped it yet.
imagine you come into existence, you have no idea how, and your what unsure of what
the god which came before? existence confuses it, its an impossible paradox which
is proof that if it does exist, and it does in some form as i am here, typing this
crap. that their can be no rules, and well anything goes. i am limited by my belief
set.
which isn't to say other powers can't exist, as logicaly it inteligence could
create itself, and evolve into an all powerful being, that others couldn't do the
same, surely if one can, all can. and perhaps we have and this is why we are here.
hell perhaps we didn't create ourselves, perhaps we have always been here.
Their was no creation: again another get out plan, as thats all
very fine. until you point out that a system can't exist without a concept, and
a concept can't exist without an idea, and an idea can't exist without a spark and
a spark can't exist without what matter? because it can't exist anyway and means
something came from nothing.
and i go I DONT CARE ANYMORE as its sill proves the impossible goes.
of course you could argue we're are weak, we are slaves, that have no freewill (and
sometimes i wounder, with the psychic side!), and
i think i'd rather take my chances if you will and fight this out, and can someone, anyone please prove reincarnation,
as its pissing me off.
Unfortuntly logic is screwed. as after proving to oneself that communication occurs
between humans at range beyonf the five sences, using proof of exception. its driving
me round the bend. admittedly i'm probably being lazy and should do it myself, but
come on. you want me to trust someone else. people prove it yourself, here's a psychic
cd. begin from there.
in the meantime, the problem with the universe is thus. if anything goes, and there
are no rules, it means logic can't work anymore and therefore any evidence reported
using logic is fundermentaly flawed and can't hold up. because existence states
that the exact opposite situation could hold, and therefore the rules aren't work
the paper they are printed on, your assumptions suck and that means we should let
everyone go, as you can't prove anything anymore.
reasonable doubt, you want doubt i give you existence, theirs your doubt right there,
no if you don't mind, i think i want to join the existentialist crowd looking for
enlightenment at the bottom of an empty beer bottle, as this is getting way too
complicated useful to help anyone now
so much for proof by exception. rule the problem domain down, no one notices as
you sit around waiting for physicists to stop being theoretical, as they can
measure somethig, if they stopped their bitching on religion, and got back to practice
instead.
geeeeeeeeees you can't the staff, or the co-operation these days. does no one speak
anymore? seems not... i'm a psychist, i;m a thelogian, i'm a psychiatrist
*shudder* i swear they get stupider every year. lame academic hacks, what ever happened
to the practacle expereince, and the doing instead!
spiritual people, use the mind, scientists make the tools, and psychiatrists..s
to pratting about and became a witch instead, if you re-read the occult section
you will find they were further ahead several hundered years ago! but thats
ok, just give me the drugs, as i think i'm going to kill someone shortly if this
continues...
Why would i speak to religion, why would i speak to psychics, why would i
read anyone elses research on any other area, as we love our field, and small is
good, closed minds, yeah right. please come on folks we can do better then that.
(i hope) individuals don't play well with others, and using other peoples ideas,
and building on their work frankly sucks, but even i went back to crowley, neiziche,
and levey once...
Any idea has value, and idea
has hope and i see no reason in this life, in this existence, why i would kneel
and beg and worship anyone else, purely on the grounds you claim they have power.
if they can create power from nothing, create it, and
exist. then surely it follows lateraly that i can grow as well, as any
constraint is artificial and can be broke by me, if i want to, and if i can't, it
means something more powerful is trying to stop me, and if something more powerful
is trying to stop me, then it isn't my friend, and its not my side, and any logic
or philosophy which dicates i kneel to jesus must clearly be evil...
because i exist, i am, and i have freewill and i don't i'm sure as hell going to
have a good go at getting it! Besides f i don't have it. then this is all an illusion
and matters not, i'm through with games I want life to start instead.
So why worry if this is going to play out like a pupet on a
string, as i make my
choice already, an actor in a play, a bit part. (I WANT THE FUCKING LEAD) a ploot
with no substance, no feeling and no emotion, and no what. soul?
in which case pleasure goes, as i may as well enjoy it while i can, if not theres
always reincation to turn to, as i become the fool once more, and take a leap of
faith, bad plan, we see where that went!
Else whats the point, to learn, to grow to help one another? a test of strength?
skill and compertition? to prove who's best, me or you in a game of chess, defined
by rules. Asssuming we stick to the rules, and don't find a way of breaking them,
ala matrix. oh for trinity, and the devils kiss...
As they use your work against you, your ideas and seek mastery instead, can you
at least give me credit, and wait till, i'm dead.
leaverage the poor, leaverage
the weak for your own selfish ends, why not, if that is your will. just don't expect
me to help, and to bow to your fear, your tyranny as I stand to alone, to face the
hordes and go.
NO, I AM GARETH BOWEN, AND I EXIST AND YOU CAN'T TAKE ME
DOWN AND I WILL ENDURE, NOW WAIT ENDURANCE SUCKS, SURVIVAL SUCKS, I WANT TO LIVE
INSTEAD...
(but maybe i'm hedging my bets on reincarnation here as this iteration is a write off, going by current results... )
knowlege goes along way at breaking the fear. which ironically is the opposite
of what the papacy teaches. as i go the evil empire who slew 40,000 jedis witches dead..
no stop your whinging and sign up on my bloody site, don't you know this is
a numbers game, as i convert your souls, for advertising revenue, when we float
instead...
so then i suppose once thats out the way, its back to how you want to live your
life, and well helping others get connected, the key master shall take you where
need to go. seems i'm stranded here, no one wants to help the antichrist *swoon*
or do you need more? couldn't you just be happy, with a dating site, and a place
to trade temptations, as i failed to appeal to the masses and ramble
instead, or do I have to go further and explain what i think instead. this is getting
way too political, as philosohy, blends with everything i guess
So what does the antichrist think you should and shouldn't do? i don't think anything,
as your the centre of your own universe and your either with me, or against me,
and well if your hot, please sign up and introduce yourself to gothiclight, or any
of the other woudnerful people which can be found on this site...
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orry!
You have to be a
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in to view any more details. that's a not so subtle hint to sign up.
in the meantime, for my latest political views.
check out Gareth Bowen's Political Manifesto
click to download here
and i'll even drop the antichrist line, if it helps..