so the focus of western society to capitalise and grow, is perhaps wondrously short-sighted when done in issolation, forw and swallow everything up, tramble, consume, destroy. hardly sporting, being the last man standing, with no one left to enjoy anything, but yourselves. Si while they continue to grow, swallow up, destroy and consume the little men. You have to wonder are they doing it for the right reasons, people are slain in their thousands, as the money is taken off the streets, people are held to ransom, with huge rate rises, all to what. enslave them? to make them fear authority, and which leads. to a few in charge, and the rest subservient, so much for a country of equals, how about the return of serfdom *ahudder*

< I'd rather see a cottage industry, of people sustaining themselves, then multi-billion doller banking corporations, just seeking to profit, instead of build, invest and help the little man, get self sufficient, that means passing things on, ideas, contacts and knowledge everyone perhaps wants something different in life, we have our own neiche, which we can continue to specialise in. (though perhas, i'd rather learn everything, and do anything, then your not wanted. even if your better, then those who can't do anything else, hard to sell) So why is it they can't fight it out on their own...

bah sod it, the only other random point, which isn't fixed here. is that without "evil", the rebellious and outspoken side of nature, the fear would get worse, it takes those who revel, against society to remind them they have options, they can always do something else, if not, why not? surely, there's something there for everyone, most if not all, enjoy the strangest things. almot as though they were born for it, but that's another storey. when things come full circle, and people do what they intended, and soon enough move on and diversify elsewhere. spreading the seeds of knowledge. which fall on deaf ears, or not. Too many times, we can't say anything, we are restricted in what we do? all for what, the more fear we have, the more we lock up, the more we don't be ourselves, the more our ability to love vanishes.

say nothing, do nothing, fear everything, fear the risk of trying and watch the suffering continue, people fearing to whisper their thoughts and fears. your not right, your mental, you spoke out, your experience is not what we require, its too specialised, too unique, too well dangerous, it brings all these unanswered questions, which we can't don't want to deal with. we prefer to do nothing, stick our heads in the sand, and watch it suffer. no change here, we can't allow it, your not speak to them, they are my contacts. Bollocks to that, we have a duty to speak our minds, and be outselves, at all levels of sociery, and not be penalised for it, as no sooner do we penalise speaking our minds, then the independent well of creativity, and potential vanishes down the black hole of despair...

So love vanishes, partners are too scared to share their oppinion, society bread it out of us at school, and humour or ideas curicified on the same old drivel. you have to obey the official line, if its not written here, it can't be true, no exploration, no investigation. your not ready for it, and perhaps with some governments, you never will be.

As people would be too scared to do anything, take the risk, take the chance, do something, anything, but not that, just not yet, when then? if ever... it offends, well actually perhaps it doesn't but I'm scared, it does. so lets not try it, let's not open the box, that's not save ourselves, thats crucify it instead. misery, follows, and the deaths do rise, all for what. because no one cared, too stuck in the sand, with their own worries, their own outspoken fears, rather then letting go, and relax..

or they loose the lot... rebellion on the other hand, encourages people, that perhaps they can do that, and why not, when nothing comes of it, when its never as bad, as it looked, the fear is lost, ergo society benefits from the trouble makers, as when things get broke, they are cleared up, never did look as bad, of course their is a line on that side. but meh. no one's perfect, not even me, which is the point i'm human, i need to love, breath and well do something, anything, but what (sigh) I knew I'd outgrown the world, but this is starting, to take the piss, when i say outgrown, the games, the distractions and the politics, the cause and effect, so blatent, one wonders what the point of living, perhaps i should save myself the bother, put myself down, save society the bother, and let them continue, as they have always done, stripping it back. and repeating history, of the worst, kind, never learning, and never moving on... to get past it, and well...

The ultimate irony, without the nasty side, their would be no life, no love only fear. for one can not sustain oneself, if the boundaries aren't pushed back, challenged, and argued against. of course, you could try and erase all the outspoken ideas, but that never worked anyway, as once created, they stay their, circlating in the ether, always ready to bounce back. so the only defence, is perhaps self sufficiency, and teaching communications, as i remember I'm writing politics, and perhaps, it needs to come more focused, on outcome... joining together, and well letting people do what they want, and rather then focusing on personal greed, we work out what people want to do, then help them achieve it... notwithstanding, people want to scale up.

They fled in terror, With nothing, you start your company up,  then work outwards, and grow slowly salaried positions, while attractive, are nothing more then "wage slave", but once you start, it's hard to go back, as you get a taste for the cash, so perhaps the wisest minds, threw the lot away, started early, and well just built up, pick and angle and go with it, only what if it fails? then what, give up, and succumb to society. try and appeal/compromise and or what is that encouraging the fear? or getting past it, i think society humours the fear, and grows it up, rather then concurring it, which is a shame, I preferred love (once), passion and well sex to that... screw it the price of not being myself is too high, i shall fall into nothing, and deminish, free to rule in hell, then serve, as a slave in heaven. because freedom, and lossing the fear was worth it...

Shame, never did get much else, and perhaps never will again of either sort, an ode to lilith (just to keep the theme going) So *broke* donations welcome..  the irony, is once you get a taste for growth, do you ever stop? and when do you stop, and consider the rest? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

which is perhaps why the richest men, are often the most generous, as money is leverage to a point, then what. still the banks, and who's getting the cash? credit cards, and pumping the poor? and using honesty against them, never struck me, as being ethical, your supposed to help people, not screw them over, as when the biggest of us, use peoples, opinions, and oppinions against them, we destroy it, the biggest must therefore set the example. good people, look past the flaws, focus on what can be done, and where. most banks never do that, it's how do we screw them over.. one by one... or is that only the managers I've dealt with? correct the banks, and lead by example... it's obvious, who the good guys are, and the bad....

So one wonders is giving to the red cross, while getting nothing sensible... perhaps not, but at least if i go down, they would in part have gained in part, maybe someone's life on the other side of the globe, i've never even met, benefit from the crap of western democracy, which so isn't there yet. and yet the rise of those who would suppress the liberty and morality of others, continues unabaited, and it looks like the bottomless pit, in the name of god continues.