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My Second* Attempt at a Book Draft

Third in line, the devils grandson speaks...

Which also coincidently doubles as my suicide note. In that it started of as project, that if i had to write everything i wanted down. What would it be, as it turns into the bible from the devils perspective. ...

For the only thing those fuckwits in power, and the press will understand is another death and if you need to know why its the devil grandson, you have too look no further then tree of life, the first is the devil, the second is god, and the third, is well take your pick, though it seems since writting it, an article has appeared in some rock magazine citing levay's grandson? as the devil's grandson, which is a tad anoying, or bemusing...

but then i wasn't much for following tradition, and the very idea of bowing to someone, or being judged worthy to suceed, is a little prissy, as I reflect my credentials and my experiences speak for themselves, and fuck the politics invovled...

or is this going to end up like the st batholomews eve massacre, or are we better then that? we shall wait and see, if the pentagram flounders in the same way, as gods creed...

For the curse of the individual, continues... the refusal to conform, to build on ones ideas, and of course to replace them, which is a good thing, as no one can take credence for being the devil, but wait, i just have in a moment of insanity - oh dear another ego on the rocks,. who could ever imagine it, as we ignore it instead!

almost reminds me of the time when their was two papel palaces, and that got messy too, but we're not there yet, as hopefully i don't care, and neither do they. and as for the sheep, well not everyone can be individual...

the idea of churches offends me, its pointless the individual should never, and will never bow to anothers teaching, and if anything should always (try) move it on, building on the backs of crowley and all the rest....

as we get some sence into the world instead, and i can't think of a better idea, so fuck them, as i use it to go into the americans, and the bombing of libya, assuming i remember... (grandfathers murder, in retaliation for their bombing as i look for a lead in, to the stupidity of religion , beliief and culture which always gets you in the end, when you believe something to be true, violence, is repayed in kind, and gods people never did learn, to communicate, to share, or to learn... )

Eitherway everyone is going to write their own book in the end, and build on their experiences which is kind of the point, as if your saying thats not satanism, then what is? and how many more arguments do you want, and need to break the fear? and to live in peace...

I suppose I could have stayed silent, but then what? suffer and ignore the stupidity? as people continue to go into people, for being themselves, and for talking about what needed to be talked about long ago...

logic, development, proof of exception, and existence is paradox, meaning nothing is impossible, and thus all logic is flawed and we're back to the begining again, so why bother to write it down? to argue? to push it? when your only limited by your ideas, and your toerlance and respect to others....

as i can't take it anymore, and comit sucide on october 31st to break the censors, because gods people went into me, when i spoke my mind, and tried to scare me into being something i wasn't a slave, and well life isn't worth it, as i'd rather die, then serve, and if you can't accept me into your lives, to let me do my own thing, and well help me suceed on my terms, nor yours, as you let my spirit grow, and flurish to my own idea, then well i don't want to live anymore, in your world, so send me to hell...

i've had enough, i refuse to conform no more, and while the voices scream, because i know we communicate at range...

and well who wants to live with spirit, breaking your arm, because you refuse to speak, the words, damed if you do, and damed if you don't... so i may as well be damed for being myself, alone at last, and ignorance is bliss, and the apple was offered freely, so bite it, and enjoy...

its good to know, and well, good to suffer as the fools refuse to learn, and then....

nothing, no help here, as i wounder how many deaths it will take, before the get to grips with the idea, that the slavery never ends, on their terms....

which means, maybe a resuffle is in order, and i go political instead (oach)....

In the meantime this draft, is available to none members as well as members as i complete it on time (hopefully) though frankly why bother, its not like anyones going to read it! and i'm hoping for a break instead, yeah right who would ever believe a precongiative dream, i would! and its shafted me, as its gone too far, to go back this week.

and i never seem to go back over my stuff, as i just add to it. i move to quick, and devinchi never ends

so with no furhter ado, my draft (potential) suicide note/book:

The Devil's Grandson Speaks, For the Final? time

Though admittedly my slant has changed something since the first book, as i've always had the notion to rewrite the bible, and i have no idea why... as it doesn't seem to have helped me, or anyone in fact, so why bother? other then throw the lot away, as if i perfect it the morons, will folow it, and thats not the point, your supposed to learn and throw it away, and build, build, build, not destroy which means i'm loath to complete the project, least i get good, and then what? another fucked church? as the people die in gods or the devils name? and the reversal continues, and well it has to end sometime so why not here?

Though on the plus side "Spirit's" come on further, so i know more, and i have more to write about, and i can churn it out quicker, but i also forget more, like how to learn it, so my earlier attempts perhaps contain more information on some things, while my memories fade regarding the significance of some things, which you get blasay about, and then forget no one else can handle them... ooooooooops

Though if you put it all together, your probably looking at 4/5 volumes when you include my course notes, and my other writtings on the site. like that will ever happen! i've written so much crap, its like looking for a dimond in a hay stack, as the mind moves on, and grasps the new issues which go unresolved....

This text hopefully goes further at reversing the argument, and presenting a global solution using the notion that god is evil, while the devil is good...

buti warn you, i wrote most of this lot in 4 weeks, and so its unreadable, in places... but it shows if nothing else, you get quicker at writting, and instead of 2000 words a day, you get 20,000 in a morning, but unread proof read, as speed doesn't always respond to quality, but then again, its not bad either for realising anyone can learn the basics...

The first book draft needed me to cut and paste various other sections/articles to get me over 100,000 words as i kept dying at 20,000 words, then 30,000 words.
as my ideas and the strucutre failed me.
in retrospect, i had no structure on this one, as i had no idea what i was doing, other then bible, need my ideas down. (and i only say bible, because of some of the sensations, from a long time prior to that, sorry guys, someone drew the short straw, and that moron was me...hence its unfinished status...)

As it stands this documents so far ended up at 275,000 words as i just kept adding to it. it was only a page, a single diagram. then i felt i had to write my suicide note, and it got silly from here on in, as i realised i had rewritten the bible! which is what i intended the first time round, the devil's bible... which is badly written and well i wrote it way too fast, for it to make sence in places.

so if i add the economic policy and my other ideas (35,000) words from another article your looking at it, overtaking the koran on size, as the antichrist stakes he's claim on europe....

ca la vi, jusqu'a plus tard mon amiee

For europe is old, and perhaps a new deal is in order, as we bridge the divide with the new world order, to over come the belief, overcome the fear, and realise that the devil is good.

assuming of course, you know whow to spin it, as i do ;) at which point you wouldnt how the fools, ever clustered to gods banner, as the devil has it all, and thats the future of change...

Translation for the dumb: Aquarious and not the shitty piecean lark, christ falls by my hand, or we all die, in ignorance, which is perhaps why i'm censored in the press

shhhhhhhhhhhhh says gabriel, not tonight, as they crave le mort. *Swooon*

the clock is ticking june 2018, Ghe line of no return, as the devil speaks shows his prophet what he wanted, and the world is warned about the fuel crisis, which is going to get oh so messy, biblical style...
(all be it - i could have interpreted spirit wrong... maybe, but do you feel lucky?)

For it was not enough to age backwards, he wanted mother shipton's date's as well. doh, ignorance is indeed bliss, for someone's got to be stupid enough, to pass the message on, and for some reason, that fool is me...

as i reflect how do you pass a message from the devil on, no ones listening oh dear, as i look to death instead, as perhaps another sacrafice is on the cards, to prove my point....

which undoubtedly will be wasted

ca la vi, there has to be an easier way! to get the message out...

failing that how about a film script i was writting?

www.thedevillived.co.uk? to break the ice, as i go for in the devil we stand, accross europe. to balance it out...

i like to keep my options open, and well how many ways do i need to say the same thing? knowlege sucks, as your stuck with working out how to overcome their fear, and pass it on, *sigh* its a shitty job, but someone has to do it...

more notes, and articles in the research section of my site, which get added to as i expand my political as well as spiritual ideas

(i.e. whats happened to me, which enables me to rule in a particular direction, as i choose for proof by exception, as belief is for fuckwits, while knowlege is the devil's lot..

but if i say that too often, god squad throws a girly hissy fit, because they hate the flaw being pointed out to them *snigger* for its hard to resist winding the sheep, the children up, and their pathetic excuse for priests, clerics and leaders once in awhile...

as the tears break, and as the fear gives them away, for they asked a question, and I answered it, and thats what funney, as they no longer ask anymore or rise to the argument.... *sigh*

far too easy, its boring in fact, as i wounder what to do instead.... as knowlege is bliss, as you respond to their fear instead, unfortunatly your also going to end up dead, but meh, c'est la mort... as i wounder if anyone ever did bale the devil, out of hell...

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh as i relise knowing it all, is no help if people no longer want to deal with you, a slight flaw, as your stuck with them, one way or another, when your sent to hell, your useless and can't function in the world, of man [no money, no matter what happens, what you learn, you still need money! and thats the problem, no money *sigh* as i reflect on the flaw, and go buggered if i know, what works anymore....]

and i'm not sure i can be arsed to go back review it, and rewrite it, to get the quality up, maybe begin again, but isn't that another life... c'est la vie, as we make do with what we came with, and look to others instead...

My First* Atetmpt at a Book Draft
God is Evil, The Devil is Good

The Bible For a New Millennium

“Belief is futile, while questioning belief unites instead of divides on the bridge of compromise”

Think Aleicester Crowley and Tom Paine combined

Evolved, Gives you

Gareth Bowen
(campaigning for the first democratically elected president of Europe)

And

more improtantly, showing what can and can't be done, through my research into psychic development, the occult and tarot.

courses detailed through my site.

My names are many: Gothiclight remains my online pseudonym.

My journal has more evolved ideas, snippets as I progress.

So no further a do I give you the priest of lies, the knight of swords, and the antichrist.

After Your support for a free and better Europe

The Goal

Your vote for the first democratically elected president for Europe counts. (with executive powers)

To serve the people for the people, to protect our human rights against the states who tarnish us, and unit us in a common goal.

Love without jealousy, while knowledge is power, so bite the apple and learn what freedom means.

Let pluralistic thought and integrity remain supreme.

A future for peace, as belief is divisive, while questioning belief unites instead of divides.

The tide is turning, Let the revolution against fear, guilt and manipulation being today.

Slavery, control and tyranny, must be a thing of the past, we want it not.

Reason and intellect combined with spiritual understanding. Combined in the duality of opposites gives you Lovers VI

A blending of the art, tarot. Welcome to the bridge of compromise, for hope and destiny shall bring us up to speed.

This is not religion but the beginning of an idea.

Philosophy is the spice of life

One where scientific reasoning and spiritual understanding can bridge the divide.

Proof by exception, for its time to loose the belief

Assume nothing and question everything.

Let reason be your guiding light, the morning star is here.
You are the one in control, your life, and your choices will make the difference between life and death.

For 0 = 1, something from nothing, paradox in existence, the impossible is possible.
For assumption is ignorance,

If god created himself, then shes worse then I am, no wait I am god and the devil laughs.

So Masturbate in the name of love, and may happiness unite you.

Don’t Blow it!

Nuke the bastards not, for intellect conquers all. Peace to the two of swords. the bullets are intellectual, and the war is words.
For I am humpty dumpty and they can mean what ever you want them to. (within dictionary definitions)

Publishers interested in the concept, let me know, it covers my spiritual research and pluarlistic argument for in the devil we stand. As i begin to start explore what was and what could be taught in psychic development section of the site. Of course it's got the manifesto for a democratically elected president. Though as yet does not touch on anything much in the philosophy is the spice of life section. Perhaps more then one book or an amalgamation of ideas in pursuit of the lovers VI.

It's through exploration i have become to understand that a balanced approach is needed, and the idea of peace will not be sustained while we continue to separate ourselves on our beliefs. Ego's aside, perhaps a sense of irony is in order, if you can't stomach the idea, then look into the mirror and seek to ask what it is, the spiders, are there to be conquered, as is all your fear.

It's that unity which drives me to the common idea, the irony of the antichrist running as the first democratically elected president of Europe, and bring balance to the west.

DRAFT currently stands at around 117,000 words, some chapters make sense, fools journey needs a rewrite. My current view is its crap, and I need to rewrite it, depending on the interest from third parties

If you want to know what you can do on the site read here

* strictly speaking the first book was 20,000 words, then the 2 one was 30,000 ironically some of the bits feature in the first draft, as i cheated while some do not. they are all on the site. if anything they are probably more readable in places, as i have a very nasty habit of writting without going back, and checking it... at least with the other ideas....

now i look back on the site and cringe, and the texts, while some are good, perhaps the time span heals the wounds, but well i have no idea what i want to do with this. though the second (while it was being written) went to more places, perhaps prematurely, but like who cares, as i look to the irony of sucide to breach the censorship blockade which most certainly will confuse people, who don't know how good we are at sticking our heads in the sand....

the bigger it is, the easier to ignore and miss, as people latch on to the fear band wagon and accuse china of censorship, and stamping down on religious freedom, while we do it in the press, in the schools, and well in the streets every day, as no one wants to learn anything new, much better to screw the next generation up instead, with your fear, patheric and destroys society, people and the government, evil wins and none come more evil then gods world...

hence the devil takes the lot, and well i'm up for change...

Vote the Antichrist For President

what no vote?

how about a film instead?

The
Devil | liveD
www.thedevilived.co.uk

or try my merchanidse instead - its political mind.. so probably won't go down well, in britian, europe and well abroad., ooooooooops.

but at least i tried, and you can't do more then that, can you know, as i look to war, and alternative views...

My Third* Attempt at taking the politics out, as it turns into another draft (cringe)

and one of these days, I may actually sit down and proof read the bastards/compleatly rewrite them, and thus feign the attempt at making it read like english! Which may or may not be a good idea depending on your point of view.

In the meantime, my political thought can be downloaded here

(also known by the working title: what does the bdsm gothic psychic pro european satanic communist witch believes, and perhaps the european dream,what's left of it)

Perhaps i need a book publisher (hint, hint!), to go yea we'll take it, now write me a check and perhaps i'll finish the bloody thing! or pay me not to, depending on your point of view..

tick, tock as the membership blows