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26/03/2019
talk about distraction
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this morning when walking to the library i was told to walk if a certain women was in their (this was before I entered), I made some additions to an article, went for some lunch to allow thinking decided to come back to serch for contact details, and then a person who sat on the computer next to me, started asking me questions on how to log into facebook when i wanted to read a statute, and how to maximise the window, after taking time to tell her how to type a url in, and believing she was trying it on, i decided to heed the dead advice and leave the library for a bit though appears to have left, now where was I... to do a web search on statutes
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21/03/2019
john bodkin adams - serial killer doctors
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according to wikipedia

John Bodkin Adams (21 January 1899 – 4 July 1983) was a British general practitioner, convicted fraudster and suspected serial killer.[1] Between 1946 and 1956, more than 160 of his patients died in suspicious circumstances.[2] Of these, 132 left him money or items in their wills. He was tried and acquitted for the murder of one patient in 1957. Another count of murder was withdrawn by the prosecution in what was later described as "an abuse of process" by the presiding judge Sir Patrick Devlin, causing questions to be asked in Parliament about the prosecution's handling of events.[3] The trial was featured in headlines around the world[4] and was described at the time as "one of the greatest murder trials of all time"[5] and "murder trial of the century".[6] It was also described at the time as "unique" because, in the words of the judge, "the act of murder" had "to be proved by expert evidence."[4]

The trial had several important legal ramifications. It established the doctrine of double effect, whereby a doctor giving treatment with the aim of relieving pain may, as an unintentional result, shorten life.[7] Secondly, because of the publicity surrounding Adams' committal hearing, the law was changed to allow defendants to ask for such hearings to be held in private.[8] Finally, although a defendant had not been required within recorded legal history to give evidence in his own defence, the judge underlined in his summing-up that no prejudice should be attached by the jury to Adams not doing so.[7]

Adams was found guilty in a subsequent trial of 13 offences of prescription fraud, lying on cremation forms, obstructing a police search and failing to keep a dangerous drugs register. He was removed from the Medical Register in 1957 and reinstated in 1961 after two failed applications.

Scotland Yard's files on the case were initially closed to the public for 75 years, and would have remained so until 2033.[9] Following a request by historian Pamela Cullen, special permission was granted in 2003 to reopen the files.

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I really ought to research inter alia if the dr adamas (women psychologist) I had in that joke tribunal last year was related to the above, as that was one of the people on the laughable mental health tribunal I was detained for 13 days for seeing if public were allowed to enter public hearings in courts

see franz kafka article I wrote
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17/03/2019
c++ maths test source code, addition, subtraction
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Posted At:14:26

Same quiz source code put up earlier again but i modified to ask, subtraction and multiplication and whole number division on top of addition as well.
building upon Previous source code, actually not planning on writing a book but. Writing one as go along might be amusing, but might have been better just asking addition questions to be honest but hey ho. No to doing any more on this, maybe, perhaps as the device I did this code on, is not the same as the one I'm writing blogs on either, so yeah whatever, do I want to go far as writing exam qualification software, seemed nice gig for some companies who did and charged for issuing bit of paper electronic record after multiple choice. Or even listing a mark or grade lol
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#include <iostream>
#include <strings.h>
#include <stdlib.h>
#include <stdio.h>
#include <sstream>
#include <time.h>
using namespace std;

/*
Written by Gareth Bryn Bowen garethbowen.co.uk, thesextree.co.uk in 17th March 2019
simple maths question test
I did actually start it in 22nd Feb 2019 but went no to c++ casting, left it alone and decided to come back to the machine to debug it
after reminding myself about g++ inter alia again
wrote it because of a dream and I am glad I did, as it reminded me how troublesome casts in c++ was, as not used it for aeons,
and i'm told a certain co star of carol vorderman (whom I have never met, don't know) was asked to write something similar once, but that info
was via clairaudience, and I wouldn't know if any of that information was true. if thier is any truth in that information what was her code like?
*/

//int to string conversation routine
std::string CastToString(int iID)
{

std::ostringstream oStream ;
oStream << iID;
std::string oString = oStream.str();
return oString;
};

std::string CastToString(double iID)
{

std::ostringstream oStream ;
oStream << iID;
std::string oString = oStream.str();
return oString;
};


std::string FormatCount(int iSeconds)
{
std::ostringstream oStream ;

if(iSeconds < 61)
{
oStream << iSeconds << " Seconds";
}else{
int iMins = iSeconds / 60;
iSeconds = iSeconds - (iMins * 60);
oStream << iMins << " Mins, " << iSeconds << " Seconds";
}
std::string oString = oStream.str();
return oString;

}

std::string FormatTime(tm * tm)
{
return asctime(tm);
//std::stringstream sDate ;
// sDate << "" << tm->tm_mday << '/' << (tm->tm_mon+1) << '/' << (tm->tm_year-100+2000) << ' ' << tm->tm_hour << ':' << tm->tm_min << ':' << tm->tm_sec;
//return sDate.str();

}

//I had a bug calling asctime in main after localtime
// as same time was alreadt returned, putting in function made different start, end times returned, hence why decided to encapasulate in a wrapper
std::string FormatTime(time_t t)
{
struct tm* sTM;
sTM = localtime(&t);
return FormatTime(sTM);
}


int main(int argc, char **argv) {

int iQUESTLIMIT = 100;

time_t tStartTime;
time(&tStartTime);
std::cout << "Maths Test, type quit to exist and score for running score or answer " << iQUESTLIMIT << " questions to complete" << std::endl;
std::cout << "go!" << std::endl;


int iScore =0, iTotalAsked = 0;
int iDifficultySetting = 5;
for(int iIndex=0;iIndex <=iQUESTLIMIT;iIndex++)
{
int iFirst, iSecond, iTotal;
srand(time(0));
int iQuestionType = rand() % iDifficultySetting;

std::ostringstream sQuestion ;
switch(iQuestionType)
{
case 1:
iFirst = rand() %50;
iSecond = rand() %50;
iTotal = (iFirst + iSecond);
sQuestion << CastToString(iFirst) << " + " << CastToString(iSecond) ;
break;
case 2:
iFirst = rand() %50;
iSecond = rand() %50;
iTotal = (iFirst - iSecond);
sQuestion << CastToString(iFirst) << " - " << CastToString(iSecond) ;
break;

case 3:
iFirst = rand() %16;
iSecond = rand() %16;
iTotal = (iFirst * iSecond);
sQuestion << CastToString(iFirst) << " * " << CastToString(iSecond) ;
break;
case 4:
iFirst = rand() %10;
iSecond = rand() %10;
if(iFirst <= 0)
{
iFirst = 1;
}
if(iSecond <= 0)
{
iSecond = 1;
}
iTotal = (iFirst * iSecond);
sQuestion << CastToString(iTotal) << " / " << CastToString(iFirst) ;
iTotal = iSecond;
default:
iFirst = rand() %50;
iSecond = rand() %50;
iTotal = (iFirst + iSecond);
sQuestion << CastToString(iFirst) << " + " << CastToString(iSecond) ;
break;
break;
}

string sAnswer;
std::cout << "What is the answer to " << sQuestion.str() ;
std::cout << "?" << std::endl;
getline( std::cin, sAnswer);

int iTotal = (iFirst + iSecond);
std::string sTotal = CastToString(iTotal);


while(sAnswer == "score")
{
//insert optional sarcasm routines here if they keep doing the same thing, out of scope currently for this, track a counter or something
std::cout << "you wish, get it at the end or when you quit! fine, go on then" << std::endl;
std::cout << " Questions answered correctly: " << iScore << " (" << iScore << "/" << iTotalAsked << ")" < std::cout << "answer the question please, as your clock is ticking" << std::endl; howavput
getline( std::cin, sAnswer);
}

if(sAnswer == "quit")
{break;}
else if(sAnswer == sTotal)
{ iScore++; iTotalAsked++;
std::cout << "checking your answer" << std::endl;
std::cout << "correct, well done" << std::endl;;
}else{iTotalAsked++;
std::cout << "checking your answer" << std::endl;
std::cout << " sorry incorrect " << sAnswer << " does not equal " << sTotal << std::endl;

}


};

if(iTotalAsked > 0)
{
time_t tEndTime;
time(&tEndTime);

int dTotalTime = difftime(tEndTime,tStartTime);
double dAverageTime = (dTotalTime /iTotalAsked);

std::cout << "Your Final Score " << iScore << "/" << iTotalAsked << std::endl;
std::cout << "Test started on:" << FormatTime(tStartTime);
std::cout << "Test finished on:" << FormatTime(tEndTime);
std::cout << "Total Time Taken: " << dTotalTime << std::endl;
std:cout << "Average Time for An Answer: " << FormatCount(dAverageTime) << std::endl;
if(iScore > 0)
{
dAverageTime = ((double)dTotalTime /iScore);
}else{dAverageTime = dTotalTime;}
std::cout<< "Average Time for each correct answer: " << FormatCount( dAverageTime) << std::endl;
std::cout << "Total questions asked: " << iTotalAsked << std::endl ;
std::cout << " Questions answered correctly: " << iScore << " (" << iScore << "/" << iTotalAsked << ")" < double dPercent =0.0;
if(iScore>0)
{
dPercent = ((double)iScore/iTotalAsked *100);
};
std::cout << " Your Percentage score: " << dPercent << "%" << std::endl;

}else{
std::cout << " i'm sorry you didn't want to ansqwer questions today, goodbye and au revior" << std::endl;

};
return 0;
};
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c++ maths addition quiz source code
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Posted At:12:25

Decided to debug the c++ program I started towards the end of last month to refamiliarise myself with programming in c++, compiled via command line if code was in main.cpp as g++ -o test.exe main.cpp assuming in same directory as source code located, and ran from command line as ./test.exe, its that string casting from int to string and date rime functions that slowed me down as not used c++ in years and forgotten the std library, I had a dream where was answering maths questions at command prompt in february and decided simple enough to do, hence why opened the compiler to give it a go, which meant working out how to write c++ again and I went no and had to read a book in the interim and am still being distracted by the cleaning attacks hence why left it till today to finish off, or rather to get simple version working, which surprisingly addictive when getting asked x plus y questions to answer at the command prompt add infinite item lol, initial hurdles were int to string only taking first character of number for a comparison, and times being returned the same when converting to a string which is why left the entire thing alone and wanted to read a c++ book again, and then went f**k it and looked at what people were trying to do online for that type of data type conversion online, but anyhow source follows, and noting I ought to add code to suppress smiley auto replaces in my blogs inter alia as well

Next blog for subtraction, multiplication also
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#include <iostream>
#include <strings.h>
#include <stdlib.h>
#include <stdio.h>
#include <sstream>
#include <time.h>
using namespace std;

/*
Written by Gareth Bryn Bowen garethbowen.co.uk, thesextree.co.uk in 17th March 2019
simple maths question test
I did actually start it in 22nd Feb 2019 but went no to c++ casting, left it alone and decided to come back to the machine to debug it
after reminding myself about g++ inter alia again
wrote it because of a dream and I am glad I did, as it reminded me how troublesome casts in c++ was, as not used it for aeons,
and i'm told a certain co star of carol vorderman (whom I have never met, don't know) was asked to write something similar once, but that info
was via clairaudience, and I wouldn't know if any of that information was true. if thier is any truth in that information what was her code like?
*/

//int to string conversation routine
std::string CastToString(int iID)
{

std::ostringstream oStream ;
oStream << iID;
std::string oString = oStream.str();
return oString;
};

std::string CastToString(double iID)
{

std::ostringstream oStream ;
oStream << iID;
std::string oString = oStream.str();
return oString;
};


std::string FormatCount(int iSeconds)
{
std::ostringstream oStream ;

if(iSeconds < 61)
{
oStream << iSeconds << " Seconds";
}else{
int iMins = iSeconds / 60;
iSeconds = iSeconds - (iMins * 60);
oStream << iMins << " Mins, " << iSeconds << " Seconds";
}
std::string oString = oStream.str();
return oString;

}

std::string FormatTime(tm * tm)
{
return asctime(tm);
//std::stringstream sDate ;
// sDate << "" << tm->tm_mday << '/' << (tm->tm_mon+1) << '/' << (tm->tm_year-100+2000) << ' ' << tm->tm_hour << ':' << tm->tm_min << ':' << tm->tm_sec;
//return sDate.str();

}

//I had a bug calling asctime in main after localtime
// as same time was alreadt returned, putting in function made different start, end times returned, hence why decided to encapasulate in a wrapper
std::string FormatTime(time_t t)
{
struct tm* sTM;
sTM = localtime(&t);
return FormatTime(sTM);
}


int main(int argc, char **argv) {

time_t tStartTime;
time(&tStartTime);
std::cout << "Maths Test, type quit to exist and score for running score"<< std::endl;

int iFirst, iSecond, iScore =0, iTotalAsked = 0;
for(int iIndex=0;iIndex <=100;iIndex++)
{

srand(time(0));
iFirst = rand() %50;
iSecond = rand() %50;
string sAnswer;
std::cout << "What is the answer to " << iFirst << " + " << iSecond ;
std::cout << "?" << std::endl;
getline( std::cin, sAnswer);

int iTotal = (iFirst + iSecond);
std::string sTotal = CastToString(iTotal);

if(sAnswer == "quit")
{break;}
else if(sAnswer == sTotal)
{ iScore++; iTotalAsked++;
std::cout << "checking your answer" << std::endl;
std::cout << "correct, well done" << std::endl;;
}else{iTotalAsked++;
std::cout << "checking your answer" << std::endl;
std::cout << " sorry incorrect " << sAnswer << " does not equal " << sTotal << std::endl;

}


};

if(iTotalAsked > 0)
{
time_t tEndTime;
time(&tEndTime);

int dTotalTime = difftime(tEndTime,tStartTime);
double dAverageTime = (dTotalTime /iTotalAsked);

std::cout << "Your Final Score " << iScore << "/" << iTotalAsked << std::endl;
std::cout << "Test started on:" << FormatTime(tStartTime);
std::cout << "Test finished on:" << FormatTime(tEndTime);
std::cout << "Total Time Taken: " << dTotalTime << std::endl;
std:cout << "Average Time for An Answer: " << FormatCount(dAverageTime) << std::endl;
if(iScore > 0)
{
dAverageTime = ((double)dTotalTime /iScore);
}else{dAverageTime = dTotalTime;}
std::cout<< "Average Time for each correct answer: " << FormatCount( dAverageTime) << std::endl;
std::cout << "Total questions asked: " << iTotalAsked << std::endl ;
std::cout << " Questions answered correctly: " << iScore << " (" << iScore << "/" << iTotalAsked << ")" < double dPercent =0.0;
if(iScore>0)
{
dPercent = ((double)iScore/iTotalAsked *100);
};
std::cout << " Your Percentage score: " << dPercent << "%" << std::endl;

}else{
std::cout << " i'm sorry you didn't want to ansqwer questions today, goodbye and au revior" << std::endl;

};
return 0;
};
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12/03/2019
hannibal tv series
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Posted At:03:09

Watching Hannibal season 1 (2013) the other day and theres a scene where,a psychologist us differentiating between neurology ad physical brain illness and psychology mental where nothing physically wrong with that in mind, why the fuck are they injecting people. With drugs,to induce a physical biological effect? Id have to say the tv episode gets submitted as evidence against psychology.

Notwithstanding that, I watched the first disk of babylon 5 season 1 this morning (1994) , and the scene of ivonava talking about her mother to Talia and the three choices either join the core, go to prison or take drugs for the rest of your life and it was mire hard hitting then I remember, ad the first time I watched that series was during a level in an era before I experienced Britain' darker side, as in discovering torture by Britain was seemingly routine under mental health, and as a clairaudient medium skills i developed since then, I know that's not sci fi when true of what the system does to people who dare speak their mind, who dare use the word because to explain their reasons, or who dare learn to develop their psychic side amd I probably ought to start cataloging that type of thing up. But good show none the less

Although actuality when the choice is take the drugs or be forever incarcerated, then I recommend reviewing the jokers 'i want a machine gun' request in the film suicide squad when your confronted with realisation that the,entire,legal system us a bull shit sham with no rights or respect of the people at all. You can't say you were jever warned about the criminal abuses of the system at all, though I never really took the warnings in as a kid at all, more the sucker punched into thinking it was all grades, and skill that secured success in the real world

And if Hannibal series 1 teaches you nothing more than don't overreach when fighting with ladder of success analogies then so be it as I muse over inter alia the ghost whisperer again

Now for something completely different, music choice?

Ace of spades or star trekin's klingons on the starboard bow? Or do you have another suggestion? Then if so then name your choice! least it be


And on that note, the purple file is located where? When considering inter alia expanding options or choice of what to watch next, suggestions? Ideas always welcome bon sûr

1978 rumpole of the baily
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02/03/2019
fucking hackers flagged up again
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Nearly a year on, actually over a year amd in a calm moment tried to sort internet out that havent used, even though being paying for it, and I hadn't written up all of the passwords up in a proper password book, so loosing track of clearly written I fo which means didn't get the job done, with everything else been hit with in the interim, as far as written password books and handwriting at various points.

So all was fine till did router reset then dead went into me telling me to pull off walk again and original hackers were flagged up again to me.

Saying uni female hacker still monitoring networks in area, the public flash of portal getting reported to the university running rhe project, the university reporting to someone connected to high court cps, and that person friends with mother asking her son to do check on security, that person the dead say who worked for a company I worked for the banks, carrack who dead cited as doing hack against my network year or so aho with port scans, and girls they had on a hack against someone else, and dead saying that the flash of network would be enough for another Hack attack to he authorized as didnt get on smoothly enough, so had to walk which means still off net due to severity of the info, as too kuch clairvoyance thrown up at that time so walked till it calmed down, got the analysis in.

If any truth in that info then I think they all should he hunted down and killed and told that id have to go out of area for any prosecution against them.

Also I was asked at one point to burn a shirt in the street, to send a message from over 12 years back as told one of those responsible for causing me to be starved out of house and himes Mother's clothes business in another town has gone under because im told she let someone go down as well once and I needed to burn the shirt for someone to know why.
I didn't burn it appointed time as not into drama and not got anything done in a very long time. And still aren't as im.not black mage.

Also while watching the ghost whisperer someone wanted me go do very specific visualisation exercises that scary healing connotations saying I needed them before I watched that tv series and to see my tolerances

And other day, someone threw a half eaten apple at me when I passed, she was hiding behind the forner of a store, didn't call it in amd she apologized but I don't know why anyone would throw an apple into the street, and think in hindsight I should have called it in as an assassination attempt given the medici stuff I remember, she retreated into the university robes store older woman.

Also tried records office as wanted to pull record of deaths in this building to see if the dead telling the truth on something, but was told deaths only indexed by name not property address and coroners reports filed for 75 years generally unless family during data protection, im surprise d no one's asked for building history before and they were saying try old newspapers electrical registers to get names to pull records on death and locations later, but not sure,they logging location that well based on conversation I had on phone amd so think will be a tome consuming job to verify a fact, as I think id want to do that search before moving to location building on top of area crime stats, poltergeist, ameryivil horror stpries to kind as the dead clqiming a death around 1974 in my room which is,why the guy doing in with food stuff is around but he aays died in another property in another area and the information is annoying me time wise and just wanted to get to the bottom of it.

Hence why decided to watch the ghost whisperer tv series which jot done before, aspiring hot chicks, lol as the dead mentioned something claiming Mohamed gave up one food to humour a curse about giving up an animal food, as i was asked to do food throw few days,back and no need to double check something, as no deal like that was mentioned and had another item of that food type in which I ate and they mentioned the death as having occured in this building, as clotting issue,meant she didn't get food poison out and died and so i am just wanted to pull death records to get rid of the bloke and info attached if it proves to be false or use it if true.

Alsoregarding meat i threw as i threw the chicken instead to shut him up as he wanted me to throw item in fridge freezer and he also said it was to stop someone he was helping who fucked me going to prison (the person who stole my tshirt he was claiming) and dont have time to do research at all too see what's true or not and the flagging the hackers up again pissed me off again, as this lot costing me money and time and research also as this phone keeps crashing so lost work typing this entry up again

Qh told thqt curled wasn't to hurt a human but to stop blood clothing for the position to run out and it didn't on her and she died when trying to cut herself or something, shown an qlongonated sphere that if see that means blood wont clot

Also after hearing info after that phone call was told that the gremlin on back image in kitchenbuvsaw years,or few,years back was reserchers son around 13 in age now, who wanted to know why anyone had an issue,with Durham is what I was being told via clairvoyance yesterday

Avoiding jokes on Horse whisper and keysey lost girl doing house cleaning which were other jokes thrown up this morning after etiting this,entry though horse whisperer before

Visualisation exercise: They say image im showj back with is status update, as never sure what to do with images shown when visualising in that type of scenario
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01/03/2019
washing up and teaching kids
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After tge 60knto 4k joke i decided to look at washing up more closely and the bits and marks that form as ot said throw one glass away as that black dot is the gorilla, and their another type on their at all, however looking at other glasses and noting all as bad i went no, and washed up though another brown srain on something made me hold thevplaye up to the late to look at the cracks in the ceramics, replacing all items at once not something id do. As expect to live within budget and if not then well you die.

Told another of the cursesneoupd get snippy if i moved qn item fron the living room now, and used a scorugh which was £1 which did remove the mug stains better tgr. The other items but is they grey stuff it leaves behind in its stead healthy?

Science asode and what foods need to ve eaten in what order to remove items to allow another food to remove another iten and too little too information too late i think they should tell kids what particles, or marks form do which kills later on life if the cur running it is in that mood as they might clean up for longer, but not necessarily so.

Either way science experiment is how quick do hugs and different type of marl take to form on glasses and plates compared.different types of.cleans and what is the impact on the people in that property later on in life.

Generic blurb aside which people.shouting clean the house when the dead go in eith that one kills you here but only if that one removed from yourmfullet and removing those teos will.then get you hit by that obe in the gullet when it does this to that body part, im not dure ifni.should.hust ignore it as an artificial wind up or serious remarks when price is an issue ob food cleaning products and all other things. As well as time.

Various animal symbols showing up at various points, in different locations in the flat, sometimes filled in white sometime filled in grey, and sometimes just shown wavy lines moving in a particular direction, told the chicken one stops blood clotting to protect a human and can move into that location instead which is worse if you cook meat pointed out on the carpet, told that one removed by disinfectant but only if you know how. Hardly helpful

Told their 4 to 500 items of different persuasions more dangerous ones shown to me first, told chicken is more dangerous then the gorilla but won't hit me as gorilla is in gut but gorilla kills anyway even if i were to remove it with fruit juice as you forgot to add they only kill you if they need to to resolve an issue somewhere else.

Ahh that taking people thing down who are causing people problems thing

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After this entry and members one after ir. They started foi g in with brown speak movw to speak to another part of.the body previously after saying the white ones get replanished in that area, saying ir was foi g to ask the black to keep me alive. While white ones describes as human

Meanwhile then get an echo or faint female voice scaring people.about "your going to be scared shitless after you die" if you dont do something, and on questioning it i was told that someone going into someone else, and i dont think fear after worked on anyone as good motivator, not the type.of thing i want flagged up when getting back to a book, then again as i try to work out what the context was not fully explained

Just saying if that present, and you eat that, then you take same here here or here and it kills you then and leaving a person to make their own choice in life in my opinion better management strategy. But that's stuff im doing, os that voice connected to different thing? No told is housework

As that type of person just annoys, not.sure why some people have that attitude towards some people, doesn't make logical sense to me. Freedom of choice, sticks, whips fear more likly to make a person take you down instead is my opinion, as.do t see why some people.would.get emotional over it, so no to that type of info is my current opinion, as going to have to pull science Info down at some point but sont think will get round to it anytime soon
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1 of gorilla getting flagged up more and more
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Told gorilla is of those i cant remove with cleaning products I have.

Also told that the curses get arsy and the grey is released into the atmosphere which is why carpets briefly show as clean, and then the ram one let's it settle again, soap and water would absorb some of it on carpet but that soaks to puddles beneath the carpet, also said that's why approach were started to be used in kitchen,,steam cleaning was mentioned for gorilla on walls at higher temps then i can achieve. At very high temperatures and that another one is that one of the ram ones? calms it down.

They saying i need to spend year in the pub to do removals, and i think obe of the curses they were saying on humanity islam was because of islam for no to alcahol was because of a woman getting done over or something previously, cruelty to women and i forgot tobl remember the details on that one,.

When i was being told the info i was trying to get something else done as dont want to flame a religious war with inaccuracy or remarks of that nature. As just want to get back to tge i.t. Job as not surr how much if any info is true from any source currently.

all info is via clairaudience but didn't make a note so forgotten accuracy as told theirs a food I need to eat for one removal.

Beetlejuice (red) was being mentioned though forget the foods they said it was in, that's more tge shark i think which needs to be removed before the gorilla bonds. To it inside the gut if not onside.

I got shown an image of my colan once via clairaudience and told that the black area were where the issues were, the gorilla bonds to the shark and when it does that it leads to difficulties which is why i need to spend year my time in the pub for removal of it, and yet id rather not one price, on principle, and when in town a few people were pointed out in the street with requests to approach and ask them questions which is a request i ignored.

I was asked to that if i went up to a couple of women and ask them what was wrong with durham they wouldn't nothing, then they would ask their friends and spend their time wanting to know what was wrong with durham, supposedly they love the rabbit curse out of an area, hut leave the more dangerous gorilla one in, as the rabbit protects from that, and they commented on lapin on another saying tell hum of he remains faithful he has nothing to worry about i looked. Refused to approach stranger and saw the rabbit leave him to another area and got told the rabbit agreed which is why it left (that obe kills on unfaithfulness told and was pissy at owner spending more on himself then the hutch) if memory serves.

I think the entire thing stupid and while i might be getting told that the chicken one is.going to take the gorilla one out to stop animal cruelty, I'd have to see and comment that gorilla is reason cooks started wearing aprons also.

Told it would gonto the mop if i wanted, then saw it walk from that area, as a gorilla on the floor. Mop is dark grey currently.

Hoping when the air meter shows up it might indicate if any truth in it with readings of particles in the air but not sure what size that lot registers at. Pn2.5 and pm1 were mentioned on meters looked at purchasing.


I didn't see how to navigate back to property in areas were gorilla.flagged up in atmosphere, dead wanted me in the pub i said no as was over budget and refused to be blackmailled like that with that type if information drip, though dead saying that other things are learning too, was excuse they were making im going bull to everything currently but still get hit with the info regardless, and shown it.

I think the information stream went down already and just an attempt to get people to better standards of clean.

Note i do notice difference in qt sphere at times walking back into room. Alai they started a count when someone walked past in street at one point as that seemed as though something coming off a person in slipstream very subtle in atmosphere (bot sure how to describe that as had to work out what they were counting for and why)

A white mark of a type ive not seen before does appear to.be showing on a area they had mentioned one of the newer curses, that im told is.one that kicks off if men stroppy at women, and another of.that type geta stroppy at women regarding men and i have already forgot hebdetail on the stories for both , i dont think the mark is the curse if the info i hear is true ad ive bot taken photos of any of the reveals aa their are times when my phone goes heywire and the phone just crashes repeatedly.

Checking to see if ok to speak to a person was mentioned once as a safety check, as far as curses fo but some requests are more are more along the lines of go.over and speak to that person or die later in a war.

I regret not having a decent note book peb ahndy in and writting up all the detail at the time, as forgetting too much of it even if reminded of some later.
Though while.those curse names were scary itmia only taking people down for messing people.of the opposite sex over, either bad mouthing, or speaking to when not wanted or things like that, but emeoving it from a room when in your home might be preferred for some depending on which way they fo on notion of curses protecting people in a building also, from outside attack if they on side with the person living their.

Warning their could be massive errors in accuracy of my typing, when look back at what gets saved as not spending enough time on any of these journal entries at all and hastlyneritten notes by pen and paper in heat of the moment are sometimes often difficult to read also at later date i don't loose the notebook if trying to do deep clean when humouring instructions at the time.

I think writing the stories io and all detail as and when got it would.be a good book if nothing else but havent been doing that, and besides that type of info is politically sensitive depending on numbers of sides at any ine time.and which way the populace playing an area at any one time in my opinion.


And early stuff was how curses tied more to other people.would be triggered off in a location by that person instead, if listening to that person more, now compare and compare that lot to science and religion.

You think that's bad? I even had obe bloke shown saying you might need to be able to draw a circle of a particular colour on a ground in 4 seconds warning to stand in to be protected
From one highlighted when failing to follow an earlier instruction, in a war. I tend to find I dont have all of those items in stock either.

Told some curses just map the rooms out every so often before setting up, he's more silver that one gold, and he dis ask me to put my hand on the road at one point and say no
In a strong voice.

I usually I said nothing on that, and next day noted someone had covered door handle to outside building with a food wrapper and that was silver in handle door handle as well
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Person speaking saying orange emission on a shirt and I need blueberry on door frame to stop gorilla curse while they pounted another one moving onto bed area out on bed spread, then said after starting to do wash that it was less dangerous then the gorilla.one, I decided to wash the spread after bribg told gorilla went into wardrobe and if it hurts orange it goes black and they causes more problems and refused fi action the request which is only applicable to what im gold was in my wardrobe currently.

Told gorilla starts to kill at 60 if you do nt ask if anyone else wants any help as told hisncurse was his mother needed help didn't get it and the reason it only kills at that age as the shark stops it as that wants to be left alone and incidently they all habe to be removed from your body.

Told.one of my ex's is gorilla currently.and no one has any change of removing it with that type of attitude, told one moved from wall to bed when my aura spiked, as that allowed it to travel further range as not sorted head board out like ever.

When I took the bedspread off, they said veto clean, I went bo and told gorilla had changed direction towards bed and is more dangerous if it speaks to the other ones dotted around the floor which I am unable to see and wouldn't have the stuff in to remove, told I do but not really as run out of.cleaning stuff.

The other gorilla curse new one told kills at 90 if person doesn't do everything right, solutions seem to be either get the curses on side or remove it via an alternative mechanism.

Told different things speak at same level. And pyramid with same levels speaking to one another, and all seeing eye comment

Also told.different cancers killing people for different reasons in similar targeted locations on body, and before that Info was given a knock on the door a policman asking me about a message I tried to pass onto a psychologist from 2012, a conversation i recorded on my phone as I dont want them bringing any more contaminants in, and the system lies too many times so any conversation I want to record and if they want to ask a question to do it via the phone and also the police not revealing their phone numbers in calls which doesn't bide well for honesty in my view.

Though asking 'mike' if he has any more questions, and mike saying no i think wraps the call up, essentially wanted ti query if services were fucking people.regarding religion which was the insinuation cited to me via clairaudence deliberate fuxks in hodpital.noted on people currently detained, or one in particular and that is the reason reasons I was asked to.put up for.the if.he goes near a computer again he dies and cancer he gives his mother from fhe keyboard he uses, as told hes dealing with mother shiptons line. Remember cardinal wolsey im history books? Abd well I dont care about that conversation anymore though I agree passing messages on such as that dubious and yet I remember what it felt like on that type of ward but wouldn't know if any truth in what was cited

Id forgot the call already and its the way the dead go do a task and than cancel it based on person not doing that in real life and id rather just do full cleans, though might have to humour the question on if people need any help at some point ti see if they do vi think answer is jo.

Also the cancer one is been flagged up as dangerous at times in a room belonging to another person as told they need to do a clean, but I dont think I should be passing messages on like that as none of my business what anyone else does with their lives and think this type of thing stupid now, don't care even if it makes logical sense at times.also one that kills at 70,90 flagged up.if don't correct thus entry just made meaning there's probably an error in it with quick typing.

Oh one wanting 80 year olds to.look away but not at 90 or something like that, I dont have tools to.verify anything at this juncture but might have to see if any of it true at another point in time


Strictly speaking clairvoyance is pointing locations in room out i mean normal sight, but reside and different ypr of dust formation us perhaps a study point, though told the thing in tge room isn't that, though some retreat to those stores.

Id rather not have info like that and die early than endure the way that information given as im either going ti gave to do more tidy work eith them saying its making it worse or just stay out for a walk or just get back to reading into. Book while they keep trying to go in with things

Content aside and books that wont get written by me at this rate c'est annoying how do.i get offbthis course, which im told was given to me by the spell of another to keep me alive for as long as possible to screw services over or something like that.

Most u.t people.prefer the write software make money buy new place new stuff avoid cleaning tutorial, as uses too many cleaning products as is, and rembering to reset flat to clean position is time consuming as well when getting info of that nature. But i suppose at least i know a why, perhaps ought to have bought microscope Spector meter or whatever you need for light analysis wave length emissions early as i never have and unlikely too on price, i only managed.to get 70 pages into.that book the other day with an info feed like thus which is 24/7 and i am go no, no, no
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When you are getting instructions fron the spiritual plane, and they ak you to do something and throw a complication or bill later in if following something that the apes did to increase height, while they poi t our earlier curses and hoe evolution branched into thebdoffete t species.

O decided to ask how mich money will it take to follow all the instructions. They said 60k i went no and walked then i asked what's optimal for my time, and a few other things aw go waste of my time.

Then they starting saying things like how the marks are a reaction between the other two and were mentioning colours which correspond to tree of life posterbas fsr as ancient skills lernt and removals from the body, which caused the clothes stains the dead said they did once.


With what colors take which colour and how the srimg of item leaving the skin is it removing with knowledge. Ans how.its.invisible and covers the entire body or certain clothes which need cleaned.

Sub atomic level or however you write that which im told modern microscopes camt see aside, i am decided to ignore all sifestionsnamd will have to ask what the outcome is. The price, all instructions, the time it has to be done in and any dangers or complications that would arise from dropping an instruction, ignoring some or all.

And they said someone u. Spain can move money o er her fingers as she removed or didn't get one of the environmental factors in. But a change in the environment one of those other bugs would stop it, anyhow decided making q note of interesting specifics as they mentioned the shark an Iranian one which was to curse people to a pub or something and how everyone in that area tried to remove it once with a drink ban or something and ive gone no, aa not sure what info is true what's optimal for getting my own stuff done, so bailing on all god tasks and might make a note of it all if o rember to sort notepad and own out but indont't think following instructions worth it and when they dropped to 4k price i get sceptical, and mention of having certain ones for psychic.connevtion amd strongest side is interference for them in a dispute, and certain foods, or cleans to remove their sway (allegedly report back to family on death, reincarnation on whos useful for agendas or somet) .

And one needed to not be in the body for telepathy by choice to work, the shark.bans told that various ones take other ones out. As lots present in the body at ine time, though given they mentioned certain ones knowing stuff sometimes passing the unfo un, being in.ci tell.of certain areas, parts in body unable to reach other area for one reason or another i am deciding that even hearing the info oit a waste of my time.

Amd even if ignoring it resorts in physical.death and no human ive seen lives for ever, but comment on ability to create another heart at one point in the bosybto remove stuff, which seems too much Dr. who, ive gone no.

Though i'm sure if i sorted out out id be able to pull physical reserve hay covers some if not all things said ifni looked carefully enough

So just ask price to follow all tasks to do the stuff they are trying to get you to do. And or starting a task gets you screwed if not carried.through to the end, and you will know what they ask is impossible.which makes it easier.to get back to ignoring it again.

They dis mebrion some mainstream chemical componds for some of thencolour but they were trying to get me to do experiments with washing with various color fruit.juuices on the skin with soap amd noting colpur differences in bruises on the skin. And sensations as they were saying that doing theborigional boon that the first person sis exactly gets you the advancement w if ypu knew why, saying that certain blend of fruit resulted in height of another food ate an hour after it, butnyoudnhave to eat a certain amount of fryits time period after to stop problem if it starts.

As stating ratio of the two fruits was what dictates breath and height of a person as evoloution goes. Different monkey shapes i.e the other food after certain time is the one that triggers the bone growth I'm told, . And how some fish didn't want to follow instruction at all, and mentioned the shark at that point, code names allegedlly un my body that kicks off with certain combinations if any of that info true.

And ive already stripped the specifics out and will undoubtledly forget any of it and don't particularly care as would rather do my own thing now matter.how short a time span than humouring any of that at all, notwithstanding i agree going their in full perhaps might be better but still have to balance the books on my owb

So my plan is to ignore but perhaps.follow.some of.the suggestions at various points later even though i know they would be incomplete as they saying if certain color components present ime in a room then you die.

And in going no on price, and unrealistic expectations as far as following through on tasks without end, balancing acts aside on removing problem areas which will look to resolve in a different finace period assuming locate anything that works, ohbtoldmthose things going into ke all the time, ans you know what i don't care, no, no, no
Though did appreciate the hues on a diagram when bot really understanding the hues before.

Going bull to the lot, but bot really more I dont care as know would notnbe able to bank roll I have thus makes it easy to walk frim hearing itmout, and as such should just get back to finish reading the book rather then getting suckered into hearing the info out again, let alone doing stupid experiments at its suggestion that i have not budgeted.for.

Though i agree t the age it called me, if you put yourself over to it, as i dont know.what anything does anymore, they said age 4, as their teaching or way going in with info.different from.mainstream science or teaching at least from my school era and ive gone no i don't think id get enough info to make it pay money wise as i at least know where i stand with i.t.

Then again ignoring info for long is hard to do, and silence in not asking questions of it in my head for an hour a mental work out also when attempting to do other tasks (see paths on tree of life diagram inter alia)

So just ask price to do rasks. Sub tasks that's enough to walk and get back to doing something else
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